Thursday, April 05, 2007'
i love elmo!
There was a volleyball match today against Innova JC. I knew i would get a chance to play which is rather something rare , an opportunity that can never be missed. But i made a terrible mistake that made me under performed for the day. I burnt midnight oil the day before the match at aleks chalet despite i understand myself well that i need sleep badly everyday to function for an upcoming challenging day. But i made a wrong choice by prioritising fun. Which eventually turned the match a devastated one for me.
At first, i was astounded by coach that he put me as his first main 6 players for the day.Then Bobby had a condescending thought about me and keith that he doubt the team and coach in a silent manner. I was mad at him at that particular moment. I was just too petty to be bothered by his forthright reaction. But still I did very badly , did not manage to save the ball when it could be saved. I was overpowered by guilt that i became a little bit nervous and worried. Yen Kai scolded me ,' Is this how you want to play in Under 19 match?! Today is not the wilson i know!' . I told myself i deserve this scolding from him. But, for this sentence he told me , i felt both agonized and thankful. I felt agonized because i knew i wasn't fit enough to play well but i would'nt dare to mention and let him , my coach and my team down. But , i felt glad that he wanted to and did help me so much by motivating me in volleyball , teaches me and sacrifices his outside team for me and keith. I was thankful.
After the match , i apologise to my coach and yen kai for such disappointing act. And i deeply regret for what i had done and i have learnt my lesson well.
Janis from volleyball girls told me something when i was watching the match which i felt she had brighten up my life. Janis ' Wilson , you played well. When i see you playing i felt so motivated and inspired. You are willing to work for what you want , you slimmed down because you want to play better in volleyball which you did. ' I was glad that someone like Janis appreciated for what i had done for myself. Thank you very much Janis. Janis , then i hope what i had done can motivate you better to play in volleyball! Besides you improve Janis. (If she drop by to my blog)
Anyway , i enjoyed the vacation in HometeamNs chalet.
