Sometimes , things just get so complicated and sudden that you do not know what to do but to stare into blank and wait for help or just breaking down to cry. Sometimes things really gets very complicated in me that i do not know what to do. Things are just to sudden , what can i do? Nothing lo. SO? Just do nothing about it and do not think about it.
Anyway , just now we went to orchard , wow , vivian can really spend alot on dressing. $100 for two belts and a jacket.Wow! But Yunting , vivian and me after that went down to Funan to lok for the guys in our class , they really looked very tired. Moreover , they got do CE points or anything for this event they volunteered.Ok la , volunteer should not expect anything but at least the organisation should give them something. How fair this world is? But we went for dinner at "KOPITIAM" Wa....Really kopitiam by kelvin...lol...But we had some dinner with chris they all la , it was really fun , i enjoyed it. And chris suddenly laughing at the longan and that was funny , it makes me laugh...haha! But the dessert is pathetic la , that is my only comment that. Anyway , more of these class outing would be nice. Cheers =)

Sometimes it is just so weird when you are happy and you scold someone out of a sudden because of your foul mood? What is happening now is that sometimes i would just find my friends beside me and i scolded them out of a sudden. Ok...Sounds freaky but this is happening.I questioned myself what is happening but no answer came out. Can you imagine Salihin is nice to me but sometimes being rude and eventually i confronted him and scolded him.After that i wa thinking , Oh my god , what did i do and why? So weird la.Moreover , i do not have any idea why am i not motivated to do work in class and to study.Can see it is very obvious right now. What should i do , this cannot be the way to cary on in RP.Will DIE!
Besides , i think it is really not fair to me when i did alot of work in presentation and did not get what the grade i deserve because the facilitator is bias against me.It is so unfair.In PBL is more about talking and expressing yourself , if this irritates the facilitator don be a faci in RP la , go to the mute sch to teahc the mutes la. Of course i would not say i am good but at least give me what i deserve , i am not expecting anything more than that. Hope that life can be better day by day.=) Happy always.....

Sometimes is it fair that you posseses things which you do not wish to have?Sometimes you really cannot stop how people feel and said about things you do not want.
Last night i went out with two good friends of mine and we went to esplanade to have fun till morning.During the night , we seen lots of stuffs.Such as night disco , people and more.Both of them are fascinating about this chinese american guy who had asked for their help in something.But i also cannot denied that he is really handsome. Then we spent al night talking , sreaming and fooling around the street , it was awesome.
In fact , i wish i can things that i really wish to have.

Seriously speaking , it is only the first few months of school and i can already feel the boredness. How am i suppose to carry on in that school?Moreover , always do so much things then got sucky grade , what is the point? Moreover , do not know why out of a sudden i got bored of my CCA , not attending them. Today , i spoke to my mentor , she spoke lesser than i expected.
Sometimes , i really wonder why some guys just cannot withold their criticism which would hurt the opposite party?Really insensible , moreover doing for the sake of fun. What a disgrace to guys!
But sometime being frank is good. But fortunately i do not take criticism so seriously. Seriously , what can be better tham having a pleasant day , imagine a day without any rough patch. Wish everyday is a plesant day. Sometimes , i think not expressing on certain things i feel is good but why can't i control my emotions? But anyway , life goes as usual , nothing special going on.

Last night ,saturday , Vivien , Roseline Yunting and Me went to watch real life drama at bugis. Of course before that and after we did alot of stuffs.We were really enjoying ourself , we were making noise , laughing as we walk along the street , eat for the whole evening , so fun!Before , watching the drama , we went to eat fish & Co , but i apologise that i cannot eat the seafood platter with them although they want to because i do not like shell food.Ha ha , but we had great time , but seriously is it quite expensive there , can you imagine , a fish and chip , soup , coke and mudpie is $30.Ha ha, but i enjoy the time with them more than the food la.
The drama lasted for 1.5 hr , i do not know why i keep laughing when sometimes it is not funny , then the three girls say i get so excited when one of the actress had her leg open wide , but please la i have better taste , haha =). After that , 10pm we went to chiong ice monster , we shared a big plate of mango shave , yum yum.Then we went to chiong a plate of carrot cake Roseline recommand and a plate of fried prawn noodles from yunting. I can only conclude that i missed the moment , it is really fun. I think to have more of this event would be fun , i try to organise some events for w24r

Cheers!

Last night ,saturday , Vivien , Roseline Yunting and Me went to watch real life drama at bugis. Of course before that and after we did alot of stuffs.We were really enjoying ourself , we were making noise , laughing as we walk along the street , eat for the whole evening , so fun!Before , watching the drama , we went to eat fish & Co , but i apologise that i cannot eat the seafood platter with them although they want to because i do not like shell food.Ha ha , but we had great time , but seriously is it quite expensive there , can you imagine , a fish and chip , soup , coke and mudpie is $30.Ha ha, but i enjoy the time with them more than the food la.
The drama lasted for 1.5 hr , i do not know why i keep laughing when sometimes it is not funny , then the three girls say i get so excited when one of the actress had her leg open wide , but please la i have better taste , haha =). After that , 10pm we went to chiong ice monster , we shared a big plate of mango shave , yum yum.Then we went to chiong a plate of carrot cake Roseline recommand and a plate of fried prawn noodles from yunting. I can only conclude that i missed the moment , it is really fun. I think to have more of this event would be fun , i try to organise some events for w24r

Cheers!

Never underestimate the power of satifaction and most importantly ME!!Ha ha. I want to bitch about the volleyball people!!!I really cannot stand it! Let me say how i feel first , can you imagine some people inside complaining that you are lousy? Can you imagine people of your same size calling you flabby anf fat?And worst of all they are year 1 people!!!It is just that they are experienced and skilled. CAn you also imagine some people underestimate my abilities and skills because i am new and you know 'FAT'...ETC...F***..So many more , do not want to flood my blog!
But then i proof them wrong tonight....HAHA!!!! I was surprised i was put into the volleyball match to have a friendly match with all the 'Pro' seniors or experieenced players but i won them!!!I was like so shiok and high after that la , some of my friends there said i played well , i was drowned with satisfactions. I keep smiling and laughing on my way home until my teeth almost droped off. I was so SATISFIED! Dear readers , try putting yourself in my shoe and you would feel the power of satisfaction too.
Tomorrow another stress day , Science. But i would not give up.

Cheers! =)

Last week and this week had been very tiring , it is really killing me. Can you imagine that i reach home at about 8pm on MOn , wed and fri and 11.30pm on every tue and thur. Everyday CCA until like that sia.Cannot imagine i wasted so much energy but never seem to slim down (Ok, out of point). Just trying how tiring is it.

Anyway , i can feel that Charles was angry with me because i never inform him that i had finish uploaded my presentation , but i feel it is just a small matter la.And like that then he become so stress , headach etc...But i feel bad , some more no mood to argue with him la , suddenly got CCA stress la about camera , damn stressful at that particular moment.Almost break down.

Seriously , i reflected on myself and i think i deserve to be guilty for laughing at the picture someone had manipulated on the two person in my class la la. Although i had a reason to laugh at the picture but i feel guilty becasue i do not wish this to happen also if i am at the victim's shoe.SO sorry to laugh at it but what was worst was that the person saw the picture in my laptop. And the eprson said "Hey , i saw myselves in your laptop."Everyone there was shocked but then not my fault la , i also do not know the picture was there.So suay. OK la , tml will be a new day.Cheers=)

I think i have to apologise to my class for being late today , it seems like my lateness had caused alot of problem this morning which i am still feeling guilty now. I tried and i tried not to be late but the maths and computing really does not motivates me coming to school.Somemore , no feeling with the facilitator also , i would not say she is bad but it is just that i am not motivated to come for maths and computing lesson.I simply hate computing cause i am a computer idiot , can u imagine i manages to crush the system of my laptop once i got it for just 2 hour.Who can do that , you tell me? I had already planned to skipped two lessons of computing which i had reserved , really canot blame me but i seriously do ot like them , IT sucks.
Anyway , everyone seemed tired in class today , without any doubt they are burning midnight oil for world cup , if i know how to watch soccer i would not missed it too , just quite surprising VIJI watched world cup too. But why i do not know how to watch ar? I still remember my grandfather brought me to Yishun stadium every weekend to watch Singapore soccer , but i knew i ws very noisy while watching , keep asking why but still do not know what soccer is. So sad. I felt so embarrass some how when most of the girls in my class enjoy soccer so much while i don't. Maybe , i am just unique , not a commoner. Sound like boosting of myself but i am not.=) Wish everyday could be a pleasant day.Cheers =)

Seriously , there is something very wrong with me.I really do not have a idea what am i thinking.Sometime , don even feel like living. So many tough time i have to go through , really cannot go through some time. People bitching about you , play on you etc. How tough life can be?
Sometimes , i feel that having a pleasant day is better than anything in my life daily.Can you imagine life without friction?Everything was like water flowing down a marble wall , so smooth.
I think in my life , i need intrinsic motivation more than extrinsic. How to be confident of yourself when people keep demoralising you?No one can , some may be strong but they break in just a matter of time. Things are unfair some how , nothing in life is perfect, you must agree with me in this point. But i should count myself fortunate somehow that i have nice classmates in w24r , but why must we be seperated?Tell me why? They are all nice people.

What is lacking in my life?

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