Days have been tough for me recently. So many problem to face. Complexity. School work has been stressful to me ar , especially things related to chemistry. Such as biochemistry and applied chemistry. Although it did not really interest me and so many complex stuffs to handle but still i will try my best doing it. I wouldn'tadmit defeat that soon.

Then my family facing financial crisis also. My CCA gave me abit of stress la , in terms of skill , knowledge , psycological strength and endure obligated acceptance. Work also gave me quite a burden ar. Now no choice , have to work. But i will always bear in mind life is a challenge. So i wouldn't admit defeat

Since i had accomplish something that is always impossible to me since primary school which is weight loss. This would remind me to be strong and persevere to succeed and attain what i want. What motivates me most is that my friends around me where so happy for me that i slimmed down successfully. Thank you my friends. =D

Finally , a new academic year is going to commence. My brain has been frozen since the last day of school. Hasn't been using it to think and stuffs and talk all sort of rubbish without using my brain during the hoildays. People who mingle with me should understand what i am talking about in the previous sentence mentioned. Work + Sleep + Eat + Hanging around the same old boring place = My FRUITFUL 2 months holiday. Extremly 'lively', i should say. Seriously , can't wait to sit in class to learn something that interests me and maybe meet some new friends or people.

Working hasn't been easy for me. Tough to eat , commute and communicate there. Alright , i am working at tampanis megastore. Could hardly get any food conveniently. Only one bus is available to travel there and it takes at least 30 mins per trip. Manage to get 1 or 2 of my colleage to be someone i can really talk to and mingle with. Life is miserable there , so political. Then i told myself i shall study hard and smart to get well qualified with a good job. I shall not be in sales line anymore. I shall work hard to pursue s status as a tertiary institution's lecturer.

Had a friend with me whom coincedentally have a same pondering as i do. She came out with a question to start this conversation , Wilson , do you have a girlfriend before? I answered no and thats how the conversation starts because she is still a virgin in it too , like me. We asked each other stuffs like why are you still a virgin in it. Are you envy of those whom has it. And we really made good use of our journey home well by sharing things that you hope you could tell someone about and how you felt about it. Alright , let me think of my next post yea....

There was a volleyball match today against Innova JC. I knew i would get a chance to play which is rather something rare , an opportunity that can never be missed. But i made a terrible mistake that made me under performed for the day. I burnt midnight oil the day before the match at aleks chalet despite i understand myself well that i need sleep badly everyday to function for an upcoming challenging day. But i made a wrong choice by prioritising fun. Which eventually turned the match a devastated one for me.

At first, i was astounded by coach that he put me as his first main 6 players for the day.Then Bobby had a condescending thought about me and keith that he doubt the team and coach in a silent manner. I was mad at him at that particular moment. I was just too petty to be bothered by his forthright reaction. But still I did very badly , did not manage to save the ball when it could be saved. I was overpowered by guilt that i became a little bit nervous and worried. Yen Kai scolded me ,' Is this how you want to play in Under 19 match?! Today is not the wilson i know!' . I told myself i deserve this scolding from him. But, for this sentence he told me , i felt both agonized and thankful. I felt agonized because i knew i wasn't fit enough to play well but i would'nt dare to mention and let him , my coach and my team down. But , i felt glad that he wanted to and did help me so much by motivating me in volleyball , teaches me and sacrifices his outside team for me and keith. I was thankful.
After the match , i apologise to my coach and yen kai for such disappointing act. And i deeply regret for what i had done and i have learnt my lesson well.

Janis from volleyball girls told me something when i was watching the match which i felt she had brighten up my life. Janis ' Wilson , you played well. When i see you playing i felt so motivated and inspired. You are willing to work for what you want , you slimmed down because you want to play better in volleyball which you did. ' I was glad that someone like Janis appreciated for what i had done for myself. Thank you very much Janis. Janis , then i hope what i had done can motivate you better to play in volleyball! Besides you improve Janis. (If she drop by to my blog)

Anyway , i enjoyed the vacation in HometeamNs chalet.

Designer
Base Code
Photobucket
Dafont
Deviantart
Please leave the credits alone, thanks