Thursday, August 03, 2006'
i love elmo!
Today in class , having a hard time accepting the fact that my size , actions and everything would be laughed by people. But i do not find those offensive , besides they are all my beloved classmates. What was worst was during my volleyball training.
I am so much sacrifices to my volleyball team and i even skipped my Student ambassador general meeting just to attend the training. Even yesterday there was a match against NTU , i even lend my jersy to someone who came in so much later than i do for the match and he would be using it throughout the whole season of competition. Of course these are matters that can be accepted. Today's training , i was not feeling very well and i was asked to play a friendly match against each other , i were screamed and shouted at for my mistakes. Why would i come for training if i am good , i just want to acquire knowledge. Then there was one guy who requested for a substitution to take over me. This point , i was so furious , i realised how selfish the team is. They only concern about the 1 Min fame rather than concerning your team mates by teaching them the right stuffs. I forgive him because he is also year 1 just that he plays better than i do , but it is just simply unacceptable. Besides , the coach asked the player just push me away if i blocked them , what a poor coach , maybe it is because school is budget and hire cheap labour coach. Hope that when i open my eye after a sleep , things would be much better for me.....cheers..=)
