Friday, July 07, 2006'
i love elmo!
Seriously , there is something very wrong with me.I really do not have a idea what am i thinking.Sometime , don even feel like living. So many tough time i have to go through , really cannot go through some time. People bitching about you , play on you etc. How tough life can be?
Sometimes , i feel that having a pleasant day is better than anything in my life daily.Can you imagine life without friction?Everything was like water flowing down a marble wall , so smooth.
I think in my life , i need intrinsic motivation more than extrinsic. How to be confident of yourself when people keep demoralising you?No one can , some may be strong but they break in just a matter of time. Things are unfair some how , nothing in life is perfect, you must agree with me in this point. But i should count myself fortunate somehow that i have nice classmates in w24r , but why must we be seperated?Tell me why? They are all nice people.
What is lacking in my life?
