Sunday, March 26, 2006'
i love elmo!
It has been a long time since i touch any book.Unlike two of my closest cousins whom i always contact with.This had been stopped since they got themselves into junior college.When we were in secondary school we always talked to each other on the phone during evening and most of the time we shared about what had happeneded in our school which had also created lots of interesting conversations.Maybe it is just my fault that i am not a smart as they are.But then that is not the important point.What i am trying to emphasise here is that we are starting to seperate! Both of them are so busy with their works and all sorts of nonsense that it is almost impossible for me to talk to them at all.Moreover , most of my friends are schooling right now and all i can do now is to talk with the people i am working with.Then sometimes i felt lonely somehow as if i have no friends at all.
Sometime i just have a feeling of hatred towards both of my cousins.I always feel that they seemed to ignore me nowadays and tense to be more aggrogant.I am serious!Maybe it is that realistic that smart people cannot be catogorised together.I hope that sometime can be done to rectify the situation
