Sunday, February 19, 2006'
i love elmo!
My good friend,Yin Hong, accompanied me for the whole day walking in Causeway Point byknowing i was feeling very down because of my result. I really thank her for that and i appreciate that. As well as all these thank goes to my cousin Geng Liang who brought me out to Esplande to watch firework to cheer me up in the night , it was really nice of him and i enjoyed the night , moreover , it really helped me in getting over those matters.But i did not why when i reach home , all i did was to lie on my bed and i cried terribly when the image of my result slip flashed through my mind again.But i told myself there was nothing i could do. I even contemplated to retake English but i find it a waste of time. So i told myself i know my English is better then those who are not supposingly doing better than me in o level but they did.
Few days later , I found out that my Eng teacher Mdm Vimala was using me as a living example to teach the 5Ns and the rest. She was putting matter to far and exagerrating. She said i was being over-confident the greater disappointment was the repercussion when i did not get a good result.She even said that i claimed Biology was easy but then i failed. I knew she was exagerrating because she was only picking on the subjects which i did not do well for it. What abt the rest of my subjects which i made tremendous improvements? She did not mention.Moreover, she claimed that i insulted the foriegn students for doing better than me...How could she said all these to all the people she is teaching.Moreover everyone in school knows who am i. My reputation was tarnished and she made me lost my pride.How could she?I was SO FREAKING PISSED!!!!!!I am gonna BF!!!!
