Dear Diary

My out of singapore experience....

2009-05-06T09:14:00.002-07:00

Before official graduation i made a visit to Hong Kong and Peking. Went overseas 3 times with Meiyi so far and 2 with milo. Hong Kong was fun as well as Peking..

I shall upload peking photo next time round. Going NS real soon...
Working now...damn sian la life...i miss school..Totally!

My out of singapore experience....

2009-05-06T09:14:00.001-07:00

Some personality test which i thought it was quite true..

2009-02-27T12:16:00.001-08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

I just don't like people who decide how they want to treat someone base on their looks!

2009-02-26T09:28:00.000-08:00

I seriously cannot stand people who place prejudice or favoritisms on someone base on their looks. I cannot imagine how can society works in this manner.

Well , this occurs to me at my workplace. Actually to be honest , i brought myself into Causeway point Courts as a sales staffs because of someone when i actually know the apparent fact well that i was being paid much lower. So i was being happy inside , i worked happily even before i knock in and even after knock out. So know I've fulfilled my intention so i decided to leave and today was my last day. Surprisingly this superior(guy) of mine turned his back on me just because this particular guy has attracted him because he looks cute blah blah blah. But i'm sorry to say we perform equally at work or which i thought i performed better , he embarrassed me on the sales floor and got rid of my out of my work place. He claimed i was talking while almost every staffs was doing the same thing. Thank goodness it was my last day of work initially. But i didn't want it to turn out bad at all. That's reality maybe , face it!

Anyway one honest fact to this ass , he is just not into you! Forget it BITCH and screw yourself with a dildo you F***ing Pedophile.

Graduating Soon!

2009-01-11T07:46:00.000-08:00

Its seems that i have exactly less than 2 weeks to graduate from Republic Poly. I guessed i should be happy about , can't forever be a student. But i sure know alot of people in this institution. I am pretty glad though , didn't really create enmity with anyone in school. All i bring is happy memory away from the school , especially the wonderful friends , facilitators and people.

I just feel being a student in RP has really broaden my mind and social circle , i felt blessed in a way. Well , next is , 1)When is my NS 2)What am i going to do during the break 3)Whats the situation like after NS 4)I've grown older , i am going to be called an adult , do and hold responsibility like an adult 5) I am still single. HA HA!

The end of the long jorney

2008-12-08T07:38:00.000-08:00

Finally FYP has come to an end. The long waited destination all SAS year 3 students have been anticipating for. Somehow the ending of the whole thing didn't fall as nicely as i thought so.

Basically only left the 2 of us.

And here comes the happy 3 friends. (Although milo is not in out team but we sure are good friends in school.)

And here comes a combination , rojak team. HE HE HE!

So we had lunch in Suntec city. Going out on weekends are always disappointments because everywhere are so crowded and expensive. So here comes the funny part , i finally found some soft toys i like alot so both milo and meiyi were complaining why bother looking for some soft toys and guess what , 'some people' were more excited than i do after complaining and too many pictures on it. Above is a illustration.

So people were complaining i was 'moresting' molesting this doll. What i did? Was just hugging it. But i really like this doll , so cute and comfortable to hug it. I just fancy the pair of big leg or foot you call it. But whatever it is , just enjoy while i can in school , i am going to be a free bird soon! =D. Cherish the people around you while you can cause they come by for a reason.

Hai-yo-yo..

2008-11-02T08:07:00.000-08:00

Hai-yo-yo , not that i want to mention and whine about this but the government really thinks i can protect the country? Ha ha! Asking me to go in so early for what? Wants me to report by June. Like, i don't know why i'm just a little bit upset about it. I mean it's a good thing though, enter early end early anyway got to serve no matter what. I always thought i may be the lucky one whereby the gvt will overlook me since there are like so many people. Even if they really overlook would i be so lucky. Ha ha. Finish early then i can enter NIE sooner too. Well,i just think teaching might be where i should go though many thinks i'm suited in marketing. Well. Finish FYP first then worry about these crap. Grrr... I so can imagine seeing myself in this uniform.

Its ending again!!

2008-10-11T12:12:00.001-07:00

I think the saddest moment i always had as a student was graduation. It was the time whereby i would really think back what i had achieved , learnt and made. I shall uploads pictures and captions to express my thought for this post.

In RP , half my polytechnic life was devoted to the RP volleyball male team.So half of the memories comes from it. I must say it was my motivation , laughter and despair at different times. However , i left during year 3 because there no point committing anymore but i still keep my passion moving competing beach volleyball in sentosa.

This poster was done for Professional profiling. I think i did a great job for the poster and i am proud for once because i understood that i am creative!

They are few of the fabulous friends i've met in RP volleyball. We are good friends and i am always never shy to introduce them to my friends. And i went to Suriani Alysa Pua house in JB to paint for 'small house'.

I really had great time hanging around with your especially MEIYI (Pornface) and Milo (Mei Lu Jie Jie) XIE XIE NI MEN (Thank you) for making my life in RP a fulfiling one.Same goes to Suriani Alysa Pua!

W14p is one of the best class i've attended. Espcially for Serene , Raymond , Sara , Jonathan , chye.W24R was a good start off class for me as a year 1 sem 1 class.
And i so can't believe people are saying i was a librarian. I was in NPCC alright.

One of my best working experience in my whole life was working for Night Safari as a Show Presenter. I worked after schooling in RP.

These are my secondary school peeps. Good friends i should say. Thanks for making the effort.

These are a few memories which gave me impact in my Poly Life , another chapter is going to end again.Whats next?

Happy bithday wilson!

2008-08-12T08:43:00.000-07:00

I would like to thank to all who had given me well wishes before , during and after my birthday. Thank you all very much. Well , before my holiday i met my secondary school good buddies :Val ,meiteng and yanting. Thank you for the well wishes and awesome gift (Adidas limited edition 2008 fifa perfume and a hand lace from yanting =) ).

Well , my fyp team mates and Meiyi's boyfriend and brother gave me a surprise. I was startled when they bought me a cake which was ordered 2 weeks before. And it was customized with 'I love Elmo' and it was sitting on a bubble. HAHA! VERY SWEET OF THEM!

Then on the day itself i didn't went to clinical trial class. Although i already had 6 X for my attendance but i just can't bear the sight of the facilitator. Anyway we went to sentosa then we went to The mahatten fish market. GOSH! Your should try them , their food are really FRESHHH!! And i really mean RAW FRESH!

Then i met w14p class mates. Yr 1 sem 2. Went for a dinner in a japanese western restaurant , they are really expensive but the atmosphere is good. It is at bugis junction level 2. Then went for a movie watching journey to the centre of the earth.I enjoyed my birthday. Thanks to all!.

Thanks wong for the lovely card! =D

I think i should blog something

2008-07-18T10:25:00.000-07:00

I think i should blog something before my blog goes dead. Well , i guessed fyp 1 ended but expect the worst for fyp 2. Thinking back , 2 and half years just past like that. After graduation will be some wandering soul before getting pull into the ghost gate (NS) then will need to wait till weekends (ghost gate open) then you will see all the NS ghost starts flying out. Most likely this is going to be case for me. Actually i enjoy school, enjoying the fun time in there but FYP just irritates me. The extra burden to take care of and worst of all , LAB WORK! I HATE lab work.

I would like to thank whoever had blessed me with wonderful friends, place,family and everything around me. Feels good to know i am far better and luckier than many others.

Currently i am having a tutee , i guessed i'm not a destined tutor afterall. I just feel like giving up this student but the responsibility is there for me to take care of.Amin , faster finish your end of year exam so i can let you go. Sob , so torturing to conduct a private tutoring. RAH!

I pretty like the classes im in now. At first wasn't really positive about having such idea of changing class everyday. But im glad i can click with them well. Thankfully.

LET ME STRIKE LOTTERY! i guessed a huge population of people say these everyday ah. HAHA! ok..let me strike then say. HAHA!

Screwed..

2008-06-10T09:08:00.000-07:00

During the first week of school holiday , my fyp team mates and i went to KL. The situation was so bad that it rained when we alighted at the bus terminal form the coach. Worst still , we can't find the hotel we reserved online thus we flagged a cab and it cost us 40 bucks! Curse that indian taxi driver! Hope he got fined twice or make it thrice every week! RAAH! After-all it was somehow a enjoyable trip. Get to know them better but we did not went most of the attractions.But i enjoy pigging out there, the foods there are gooddd!

Everyone would expect a good rest after a long trip but i never expect to face problems when i reached home. My dad got into trouble and i had to help , working on ways to help him. Then, my grandfather was admitted into hospital. What a stormy condition i have.

Currently i am in a status of having 3 jobs. Sound fierce huh? 1)Salesman for a high range vacuum cleaner in toa payoh courts currently. 2)Private tutor teaching primary and secondary students. 3)National referee for Volleyball association of singapore[I get paid ;)]. Also have no idea why do i pick up so many things. But i know i enjoy teaching.

I think there is a formula everyone can apply it in your daily life. Rich people = Stingy people or kiam siap people. Hur hur! Didn't your realize rich people are always stingy when their money has to come out comparing to ordinary people? They are so calculative in every single thing they spend and spent(keep complaining expensive after buying something). I think being stingy is a way of being rich. I MUST BE STINGY! HAHA>! KIDDING!

Hope i am able to live a happy life, always.....

Just feel like blogging

2008-04-22T09:15:00.000-07:00

What is a fulfilling life? What fufils life? There are many want-ness in individual but how much can we achieve and given? There are so many things i want to be and own till i felt so complicated. What exactly do i want? What exactly am i doing now and what are the purposes? Like my grandfather always advices me , rolling stone gather no more. In another word , it means ' jack of all trade , master of none.' I always listen to my grandparents since they brought me up healthily and much fortunate than many other children. I love them and i always felt love from them only.

I knew rather i was a special child. Since i was young. I seldom do and like things like many commoners do. I think and look things at differently. I treat and love unusually. It explains a couple of times i don't click with strangers well. No affinity to people i am suppose to befriend.

Sometimes , i really have no idea what i was thinking and why i do things this way. I was pretty mad at myself leaving the job in night safari as a show presenter. I fought real hard for the job that only a lady and i got chosen in a pool of 20 interviewees. I told myself to work forward in it but i left still. I knew entertainment line was for me but still.

There are things i miss them and there are those which i forgo and forget. There are some which i can't bear to let go vice versa.

I think i should just expose myself wider to the world. There are still many things worth trying. try it before i do not get a chance to do so. I just feel life is fragile. Alright , shall stop here.

My dog remembers me!

2008-04-04T10:11:00.000-07:00

I guessed my dog was put to sleep this morning. I know it sounds stupid to say that it came to find me in my dream before it moves on.
It became a scenario whereby i was at home alone , it came into my house where i very first adopt it. It came over me and i hug it really tight and just a while it force itself away from me and ran out of the door , i remember calling it but it ignore me. I guessed it just want to move on. I was very upset about it that cried but then i was also glad that at least it remembers who am i. Bother to find me even when it is moving on.

What made my felt good was that , it left remembering a owner like me. Hope it is going somewhere better......

I really miss my dog...

2008-03-24T08:46:00.000-07:00

I was really upset to find out last friday that my dog was sent to SPCA. I have no idea if you know how i felt but it had lived with me for 13 years. I was astounded by the absence of my dog when i reached home. It never fails to show its excitment when it knows i'm reaching home. I didn't had a chance to send it off even if i am obligated to let it go. I witheld my tears and pain at the sight of my family but in my heart the pain is excruciating. The detech was something i never want to imagine but it happened at a moment i never witness it.

It was decided to send off due to the presence of babies but honestly i adore my dog more than these toddlers. I would'nt blame them for doing so because no one would bear to. I really feel like tearing when i think of it but i can't help it to tear at my work place , even now , it hurts.

I took much initiative to drag my feet down to SPCA (It's isolated that it is so hard to travel to). Just wanted to see it , adore it like i always do and miss it for the last time but they would'nt let me do so. I pleaded them but they explained its their property now (F*** off!) and they do not have the practice the allow ex-owners to do this(of course what makes me so special that i can). I almost blew my top off at the 2 tamil receptionists but i withdrew and moved off. I almost teared again but i did'nt.

SPCA was meant to reduce animal cruelty but their purpose for isolating or in their term quarantine is to make these animal forget about its past (Ex owner etc). Reduce animal CRUELTY? YA OF COURSE! MY A*S!

So my effort , wishes and hopes did'nt turn out to have a conclusion as what it was supposed to be. So i left with bundle of disappointments.Well , i guessed it was meant well my dog (CANDY) afterall. The destined was well planned by annonymous.

But all i want to is to see it for the last time before it was put to sleep. Feeling really down , my soul is completely absent in almost everything i do.

I would like to thank BEN (my courts friend) whom actually sacrifices his rest to accompany me and coax me. Its really nice and sweet of him. For my friends whom coax me and offer a thought for my dog , i thank your on its behalf. I prayed it would go somewhere better.

I REALLY MISS YOU CANDY! Hope you are going soomewhere better! ='(

Boring holidays

2008-02-26T20:02:00.000-08:00

Holiday wasn't interesting afterall after so much of contemplation. However , there were still days which left the ending a contented and satisfied one. The disappointment lies very much during CNY. For CNY , what's more after getting some hongbaos and a sumptious meal?
What's a little bit interesting that spices up CNY was visiting your close friends house. Maybe it was just me but i felt CNYs are getting boring and filled with nonsense.

Did many things knowing it wasn't advisable. Went with Wong Wong , MAD MAD and Melly to fish. Surprisingly we caught a cat fish with just string , hook and maybe some leftovers Mcdonal? From that night , melly concluded catfish loves mcdonal.-_- , a little bit nonsensical though but i like! =D

Changed my job from karcher to dyson. Felt like a betrayer , changing from one competitor to another. Since dyson offers me a better pay , why not?Now i asking for school to reopen!!! RAHH!

Piercing

2008-01-17T08:57:00.000-08:00

Went piercing today. It's only the left earlobe in case 5 or more pops up in your mind. I don't know how to express the feeling i had when i stepped into the store.Scared? Excited? Nervous? Mixtures? The lady whom did piercing for me terrified me by her first sight. She has piercing almost everywhere around her face. However , she's nice.

I surveyed around my friends and they claimed their experience wasn't a painful one. So i'm influenced to believe it is not which is also a reason i dared myself for a shot. But sad to say , it's painful , more painful than i expected it to be. But it's a brand new experience exposed. I enjoy spraying the alcohol , has the chilling effect.

Went to the settler , the place was pretty fine especially their staffs were really warm and friendly.

I've been having random thoughts what will happen to me when i enter national service and after it what should i do. Though it is a little bit to think about but it is just random thoughts at times. Alright , nothing much to blog about.

Signing off! Weeee~~~~!

2008-01-09T08:01:00.000-08:00

Today was the last IVP match. Throughout the whole significant event , i managed to get myself participated , lets make it 3 points from a match in IVP. Upon witnessing the match , i felt a rush to step into the court and help my team but not much opportunities were given. It's alright though , not as if the presence of mine would do much help but i just can't bear watching such easy triumph for the opponent. I didn't really expect myself to that much for the team but i did. Never remind myself again that 1/2 my life in RP lies within republic Volleyball. Met quite a number of great pals inside especially mad , mel , alex ,wong, yk , keith etc etc...Thought i tried many attempts leaving the team but nevertheless....I guessed i'm staying since it's the last year like what quite a number of pals mentioned. I guess i will miss some of the graduating guys especially.....

Mentioning about a few pals i made in volleyball , we had many great times and initiated many recreational activities. Most recent one i suppose was a chalet , i really enjoyed.

Were in a bar and it was below 0 degrees. Look at my face , im freezing , everyone's hugging one another. Top left is Alex then follow by Madeline , i'm at the right corner and Wong is in the center.

HAH! I didn't know at our age sparkles can make us smile. After depriving of sleep for 4 days , the sparkles woke us up. The two chinese girl is melissa and mad , Eugene is that smiley guy in the picture.

Went to genting , its was super boring. First day rain. So theres nothing much to do but spending loads in the arcard. Surprisingly their arcard sucks to the core. The worst one i ever been to. Almost everything was faulty. But the rides really got into me , was real terrified.However, i caught 3 dolls back. Haha!I went there with both my favourite cousins. Same age as me , gone through many thick and thins together for instance 'O' level. Going into NS tomorrow , Good luck BUDDS!

Once a team , forever a team!

Ehhhh...don't know what to put as title...=(

2007-12-06T22:09:00.000-08:00

Alright , its been long since i touch this damn blog but i must say it may not be a bad thing afterall. Its damn boring to talk about life and update the blog about it EVERYDAY LA! Alright , what i'm trying to say here is that i'm finally blogging.

Academic grades are like ' Fantastic'. Science is theory studies for 'destinated genius' created by genius to understand those SCIENCY LANGUANGE. Poor guy like me have to go through these with them la! GET ME OUT OF SCIENCE? When it comes to module selection , i'm like so LOST! LOST SEASON 5.

Looking forward to genting this coming 17th dec. After some much of description about how fun genting is by Alex.GOSH , so disrupting in my mood la....

I miss the fun time i had in poly la...but abit hard to find them back now....For some unknowing reasons.

I find that facing reality at times could be the toughest thing to accept. In my case , it does at times because my environment plays a great part in telling to look in which angle. I did try to change this reality and i thought i did it. I want to prove to others i did it but i wasn't given a chance to do so.Quite upset about it. Ok , i will just vomit everything out , tired of hiding things.

Yesterday i had friendly match , i was only sent in for a match which i should be grateful of. Just that im in there to occupy a part of the court. I was in the open spiker and not a single ball was set to me when im the one who was suppose to recieve the most settings and spike. Thanks Imbred!

In RP volleyball , these few BASTARDS just can't use their brain and think whats good for themselves as well as others. Probably there is a reason why they are BRAINLESS BASTARDS because they do things only for their own gains. Guys , i love this sport so much that i could give up almost everything just for it. But , you GUYS killed my interest for this sport and i think the things i could blame at is myself and U GUYS!Thanks! I had ENOUGH of these rubbish you guys gave! What am i? So trash in the team? You guys are wrong , i will prove to your my capabilities and show your that YOU GUYS ARE NOTHING BUT WORTHLESS PIECE OF CRAP>! I may not be better than your in this SPORT however in other things i can do much better than you guys! I don't think i should be proud to know you guys because it is an insult to my dignity. I can forget about all the shit i've gone through for the past 2 years but i will nv forget you guys gave this to me! And don't FUCKING look down on me anymore with those pairs of dog eyes your possess.

Half of my school life would be gone if i leave this sport but i know im leaving for good. 'Good luck" to you guys cause your need it! Might as well just close the IG , since theres only less than 12 members and the group is PATHETIC I MUST EMPHASISE.

Let me think of the next post!=)

Kelong trip!

2007-09-17T21:50:00.001-07:00

During the 3 weeks vacation , i went to kelong at malaysia with a few of my volleyball mates. I really enjoyed the breeze and scenery there , and best of all , fishing. I shall explain while you scroll along the page. Im feeling real excited while uploading the pictures taken. It was really nicely taken,the effects are cool , it is taken by yenkai best friend , Jun ching.

Arriving the the jetty after a long ride...look at my fainted face....haha..

This is the fishing area at the Ah Fatt kelong...And jun ching caught a big fish

The beach at sibu island...nice right!!

The is the most interesting part of the trip. This is what happened , i got tricked and jumped into the sea of the jetty. Someone claims' it was a mixture of stupidity and bravery' . Hello!!! Do you think im really that stupid to jump? Ha ha , Mr yenkai convinced me he would jump with me so i trusted that he would , in the end he BETRAY my trust on hiM! Rahh...So in the end what happened?

So i jumped into the sea MYSELF! I looked so dumb..haha...those people surrounding me were laughing their way out la , they would probably imagining a big black killer whale with its back printed 'Im lovin it' jumped into the sea with enthusiasm when i took a leap off the jetty.

All thanks to mr yenkai , thanks ah!!! But i enjoy it still! It was awesome.

Ok! After many rounds of plunges , we took a group photo of the 'jetty extremists'. Haha! Sound like some sort of terrorist. Ok! Though i don't really have an idea why is my pose sort of 'not within the catagory'! Ha ha.

Conclusion , i missed the trip and i love those whom went! =D

Such a waste

2007-09-07T09:44:00.000-07:00

Hello readers ,

When i was on my way home , i met these 2 schoolmates of mine though i don't really know them in the bus. But they still remember me though i've never seen them for years. The first question they asked was where am i studying right now then carried on mentioning about my good friend. Then i questioned them too , i was pretty upset that they are drop outs now. To my assumption , i know one really have hard time studying but i know this guy by the name of micheal , he is a smart guy. I was really surprised that he is a dropped out and both of them are waiting for NS enlistment. I felt very disturbed by the information , cause it is really a waste that i felt that it was really a pity. But then , its their choices however in this reality , what we are concern of is a bloody piece of valuable paper which is called a cert. I must tell myself , no matter how hard studying is going to be , i will still work for it.

Today i went to watch 'No Reservation' at the cathay. Your should watch it , it is a nice show. CLASSIC show!

Time flies

2007-08-31T12:12:00.000-07:00

Hmm...i don't update that frequently because there isn't anything significant that happened recently that i should blog about it. Well , changing of a new semester again , which means , new class , new facilitators and new friends.

But most of all , i will never forget peeps from w14p , yr1 sem 2 classmates whom really coloured my life in RP. You guys rock man! Your are the group of people i really feel i should be hanging around with. I felt comfortable being with you guys , it means...i miss w14p peeps especially people like ray , serene , glenn , sarah blah blah blah..haha...=) But i really appreciate the doings for celebrating my birthday. One of the best ever i had in my life!

My yr2 sem 1 classm is filled with nice people. But i guessed it is because of my attendence and commitment to volleyball that gave a distance between me and my classmates. Can't blame though but i enjoy at times being with them.Recently , we went to sentosa..blah blah blah...and more upcoming exciting events..=)

Actually , i quite curious to know who will be my new classmates. Anyway i does'nt really matter afterall.

Just came back from my good friend's birthday party. I really enjoy taking pictures and stuffs with them because thats what we always do in our secondary school life and thats what kept us together too...

Holidays Coming!

2007-08-20T08:26:00.000-07:00

Seems like almost everyone in RP are looking forward to his coming school holiday. Seeing how they express their joy over the msn. Well , i guessed i'm happy about it too.
This coming holiday , i made great plans to rest well and get myself prepared for the upcoming semester. I did badly this semester and i am sure my GPA would drop dramatically. GOSH , how am i going to boost my GPA? There are quite alot of things to be done in fact , professional profiling etc which i did not bother touching them yet. But who cares , i am still going to enjoy my holiday well! =D

I love volleyball , i really love playing the sport. Half my life is about volleyball , i just can't imagine my life without it. Hmm...but there are so many times i thought of leaving and i always thought that why should I do it over superficial matter?Just get over with it. I feel being in my current school team , i was'nt a very happy person afterall. Sorry to say these , it is just that i'm feeling upset at times.

Birthday celebration

2007-08-08T09:46:00.000-07:00

Its been long since i blogged.Since today's moon is blue , so i shall blog.Alright , trying to be funny here. My birthday this year is like so happening , i going out almost everyday this week to celebrate my 18TH bithday!!!. I guessed 18th birthday is the most valuable birthday among others. Besides , do it while i'm young,enjoy! But , i'm always feeling tired when it comes to such happening events that i could'nt enjoy it. So hating this!

7/8/07 i treated dinner to my good friends from secondary school to cafe cartel.Its been time since i met them. I shall describe the event as we go, scrolling down and flash through the photos taken.

Alright , we had our dinner at cafe cartel. When there a camera around , it means a phototaking time , and all of us will begin to work , work as a camwhore! Though i wished to be excluded.The girl sitting beside me with that COCK FACE is my bestest secondary school buddy!Her name is Val. AHAHA!Just look at her face and you will know how capable she is to eat someone when she really wants too.AHAHA.Joking. The flash of the camera was grabbing everyone's attention in the cafe , even the manager behind us were looking towards our direction. The manager has service excellence.Anyway shes single , anyone interested in her can PM me! =D

Guess what i was holding? The recipe! AHAHA. I looked sad when i see the bill huh? In face i don't but my face is just like this when i have to pay , cannot help it lah. =)

Like i said , when it comes to phototaking , we can take photos all day long! Sometime i was thinking , whats with them?But i used to be like them , love taking photos.Maybe we are all grown ups now!

Guessed what was i doing?? WAHAHA! Do i looked like i wanted to touch her butt? Yes right! But thats not what i intend to do. The was not in position yet when the photo was snapped! Ok , your may not believe what i've said but i know my conscience is clear.

Then after suspecting i intend to touch her butt , she wanted a revenge and she touched mine. GOSH! My butt is like twice of hers la. Oh ya , the one pointing on my butt is Yanting while the sitting beside yanting is Serene. How dare she touched my butt, courting for death , my butt can just crush her to death! WAHAHA.

Yanting's father called. I was like scolding her father for repeating the same mistake of pronouncing my name wrongly. He pronounced Wilson as Wenson! So malaysian! LOL.

Then finally , cutting of my birthday cut.They bought a beautiful chocolate flavoured birthday cake. So nice of them ah! They know i love chocolate. After the cutting of the cake , we did some 'cream application' to the FACE! They naively fell into my trap and all gotten creams on their FACE! AHAHA. Then we had fun on the way home with all those lame jokes Val came out with.

Hmm , its almost the end of semester 1.And i am doing very badly this term. I told myself , i shall do better next term! Keep looking forward , forget about the past. =)

A class in my house...

2007-07-21T11:11:00.000-07:00

Sem 1 classmates decided to PON their lesson and out of the blue they decided to come to my house. I was surprised.Haha. But it was fun!

Haiz....i've got my volleyball referee course theory coming this tue...and practical this thur...can i be good enough be obtainfull marks?haha! Wish me luck ppl! =D

The sun and the moon

2007-07-13T07:55:00.001-07:00

I came across this picture in my friend's conversation window.I find this picture well describes how i feel about love sometimes. The sun loves the moon and the moon loves the sun too. They know and smile to each other everyday. They love each other. And they know they love each other.

But , there are barriers in them that seperates them from being together. All they can do is to stare at each other. Be satisfied for what they have that makes them happy to have the presence of one another.

Occasionally , theres not need a reason for a love to happen.

Cheapest way of entertainment could be the best one ever...

2007-07-01T08:11:00.000-07:00

Cheapest way of entertainment could be the best one ever..... Few days ago i came out with this stupid idea of cycling around my neighbourhood to my best friend Valentina(Knew her since primary 2.Thats long). Surprisingly she agreed to the ride. So we rode from my house (woodland) to a coffee shop and we have our breakfast then we continue riding to sembawang park.Then valantina brought me to this haunted house but i see nth..=X..i mean i don't wish to see anything either. Then we had a good time playing the swing in the park (Childish eh) but i don't care , most importantly i enjoy it..i like swing...Then i rode to my secondary school , i am really touched that many whom still remain in my secondary school still remember me...=) Best friend forever valantina....

Recently i had a volleyball camp , end of the day , each of us were suppose to write something on everyones shirt to express their thought to the person.So i had mine too..

Yen Kai drew this to me...=) And the rest of my team mates...

Then i had lab lesson , at least this gets me out of the class...class is so confine and dark...i really don like the place i am wking at to be dark...but no choice...i have to compromise with the class....

Sianzzz...

2007-06-20T20:25:00.001-07:00

First time blogging in class. As usual , late for class. It has become a norm for me being late in class. However , i will feel remorse for what i have done.I always thought it is the responsibility of the student to be punctual in class. Being late has given me many problems, it has turned into a very bad habit that i must quit which i am working on now. I have been doing this since secondary school as it seems to being me nowhere.

My grade in school are terrible.I have been getting C and D for my module test. Down grading because im late for class. GOSH! WHat made me into this? I ponder...SIANZZZZZ...

I DID IT!!

2007-06-03T10:15:00.000-07:00

Hey hey guys. I was browsing through my photo album and i get to realised something which i am so eager to share with readers. I saw this photo which had been taken during my volleyball sport tour and i found out i look so different now. Comparing myself now and the me 1/2 a years ago , there is a difference which i am just to proud to say it. And after thinking of slimming down since secondary 1 , i did it within half a year in RP. With motivations of my peers. Thank you for making a better me.

This picture was taken 1/2 year ago at malacca with my current volleyball captain(right). I am also proud to say he slimmed down too. And toned. Girls around in school are screaming at him calling him Yan dao la.....i jealous...hahaha....YAAY!!

Cheers peeps...

Volleyball....Woohoo...

2007-05-18T06:23:00.000-07:00

Maybe i should begin my 'beautiful' post by adding in how much i had enjoyed during the ripcurl beach volleyball championship 2007. The intensity of the heat burnt everyones mood to battle in the court. It was not as easy as i thought so. Lost 2 rounds and won a round. Not bad for my virgin match. Anyway i had already braced for the worst on the day that i might even get 0-21
for the score. But it was a great day for me.Thanks AniBola!

RP volleyball family!!! WOOHOO

My team (ANIBOLA) A.K.A (Any ball in malay) Look at the two hot babes Wong and Mad.And of course not forgetting the 2 Yan Dao(Handsome) Aleks and wilson(me) =p

Can find me inside? Finally got a picture of myself in court.

After 8 hour of tanning. HOT people man~!

Recently my body is very weak , get sick pretty often.One after another. HELP! Got myself late in class pretty often.Confirm my gpa like shit for this term liao. GG!A little bit amotinall affected -_-' Haiz...lifes like that...=( SHITTTTTT!!!

Sore eye....=(

2007-05-04T08:39:00.000-07:00

Hasn't blog for sometime and i guess i shall COMPLAIN!! OMG..ITS COMPLAINING TIME!!! Alright , lame. Get to the point.

Days in school have been wonderful for me especially when my new classmates are nice people and i am still keeping in close touch with most of my w14p classmates. WOOHOO!! LIFE rocks until my slappable brother spoiles them. I seriously have no idea why is it always him who gives me trouble. RAHH!! He brought back sore eye viruses which affected my whole family! Especially me...=(. And i have to suffer by restraining myself from certain activities and getting stuck with a shades everywhere i go. I went to school yesterday have someone called my volleyball captain and mention ' Yen kai , why your volleyball team got one robocop'. Though it is funny la , but i also don't want this to happen what.I just want to prevent and spreading of this terrible diesease.Looks like it doesn't pay to be kind. I agree with you raymond. And i went home earlier to prevent spreading. And this morning went to school , people gave me weird look and i saw a few laughing away and she still laughed when i stared at her! Should have spread it to her and see if she thinks it is humorous. My classmates call my cyclops and some says Rae chou son while some says a secret agent. I will put a picture of myself wearing there spectacular shade.

I went to sentosa recently to practice beach volleyball for the upcoming competition organised by ripcurl. Though my team may not be very good though , including myself , we are just going for the experience but not the cup but we would still try our best. ANIBOLA jiayou!Any good friend want to come support me can come on 12 may. =D. Then we took some nice picture though the weather isn't favourable. And we had KARLS JUNIOR!YUM YUM =P' .

Stressful sia...

2007-04-20T08:30:00.000-07:00

Days have been tough for me recently. So many problem to face. Complexity. School work has been stressful to me ar , especially things related to chemistry. Such as biochemistry and applied chemistry. Although it did not really interest me and so many complex stuffs to handle but still i will try my best doing it. I wouldn'tadmit defeat that soon.

Then my family facing financial crisis also. My CCA gave me abit of stress la , in terms of skill , knowledge , psycological strength and endure obligated acceptance. Work also gave me quite a burden ar. Now no choice , have to work. But i will always bear in mind life is a challenge. So i wouldn't admit defeat

Since i had accomplish something that is always impossible to me since primary school which is weight loss. This would remind me to be strong and persevere to succeed and attain what i want. What motivates me most is that my friends around me where so happy for me that i slimmed down successfully. Thank you my friends. =D

School reopening!!

2007-04-13T09:37:00.000-07:00

Finally , a new academic year is going to commence. My brain has been frozen since the last day of school. Hasn't been using it to think and stuffs and talk all sort of rubbish without using my brain during the hoildays. People who mingle with me should understand what i am talking about in the previous sentence mentioned. Work + Sleep + Eat + Hanging around the same old boring place = My FRUITFUL 2 months holiday. Extremly 'lively', i should say. Seriously , can't wait to sit in class to learn something that interests me and maybe meet some new friends or people.

Working hasn't been easy for me. Tough to eat , commute and communicate there. Alright , i am working at tampanis megastore. Could hardly get any food conveniently. Only one bus is available to travel there and it takes at least 30 mins per trip. Manage to get 1 or 2 of my colleage to be someone i can really talk to and mingle with. Life is miserable there , so political. Then i told myself i shall study hard and smart to get well qualified with a good job. I shall not be in sales line anymore. I shall work hard to pursue s status as a tertiary institution's lecturer.

Had a friend with me whom coincedentally have a same pondering as i do. She came out with a question to start this conversation , Wilson , do you have a girlfriend before? I answered no and thats how the conversation starts because she is still a virgin in it too , like me. We asked each other stuffs like why are you still a virgin in it. Are you envy of those whom has it. And we really made good use of our journey home well by sharing things that you hope you could tell someone about and how you felt about it. Alright , let me think of my next post yea....

I have learnt my lesson well....

2007-04-05T09:28:00.000-07:00

There was a volleyball match today against Innova JC. I knew i would get a chance to play which is rather something rare , an opportunity that can never be missed. But i made a terrible mistake that made me under performed for the day. I burnt midnight oil the day before the match at aleks chalet despite i understand myself well that i need sleep badly everyday to function for an upcoming challenging day. But i made a wrong choice by prioritising fun. Which eventually turned the match a devastated one for me.

At first, i was astounded by coach that he put me as his first main 6 players for the day.Then Bobby had a condescending thought about me and keith that he doubt the team and coach in a silent manner. I was mad at him at that particular moment. I was just too petty to be bothered by his forthright reaction. But still I did very badly , did not manage to save the ball when it could be saved. I was overpowered by guilt that i became a little bit nervous and worried. Yen Kai scolded me ,' Is this how you want to play in Under 19 match?! Today is not the wilson i know!' . I told myself i deserve this scolding from him. But, for this sentence he told me , i felt both agonized and thankful. I felt agonized because i knew i wasn't fit enough to play well but i would'nt dare to mention and let him , my coach and my team down. But , i felt glad that he wanted to and did help me so much by motivating me in volleyball , teaches me and sacrifices his outside team for me and keith. I was thankful.
After the match , i apologise to my coach and yen kai for such disappointing act. And i deeply regret for what i had done and i have learnt my lesson well.

Janis from volleyball girls told me something when i was watching the match which i felt she had brighten up my life. Janis ' Wilson , you played well. When i see you playing i felt so motivated and inspired. You are willing to work for what you want , you slimmed down because you want to play better in volleyball which you did. ' I was glad that someone like Janis appreciated for what i had done for myself. Thank you very much Janis. Janis , then i hope what i had done can motivate you better to play in volleyball! Besides you improve Janis. (If she drop by to my blog)

Anyway , i enjoyed the vacation in HometeamNs chalet.

What do u pursue?

2007-03-20T08:33:00.000-07:00

Everyone pursues happiness in life but not for some weirdos, maybe.So are you pursuing happiness too?Life is full of ups and downs because life is DAMN COMPLICATED! Sometimes you laugh with amusement and sometimes you laugh conspiratorially. Sometimes you do things to satisfy yourself but sometimes you do things for the sake of doing it. So what you pursue for will also be something complex.

My classmates and I had a dinner last week. We pretty enjoyed the night despite it was short. We had a scrumptious dinner at pratahouse. But always among the few of us. I do feel the happiness with them but i guess it would just be temporary one. I always ponder how i could maintain this relationship. It isn't something easy , i experienced them with my last semester class. I just do not like RP in this point , it is hard to find long lasting friends.Thus , i placed lots of hope in volleyball. Volleyball has become something i am looking forward to everyday , there is target there for me to reach. As a school team player is what i am looking for , driven very much by passion to reach them.

I was much contented when i slimmed down successfully. My supportive friends and relatives were happy that my slimming down process went successfully. But was rather upset to hear 2 negative comments about it. 1st guy: I think you look better if you are fatter because you are big built. (Damn upset already) . 1/2 an hour later , 2nd guy : Frankly speaking, i think you look better when you are fat because now you look inappropriate , your head looks big. (I was filled with agony in silence.) But come to think of it , i am happier and confident comparing to when i was fat. Hmm , i don bother liao. I will show you the previous me and the now me ok. You tell me which is better ok.

Another holiday

2007-03-09T08:06:00.000-08:00

'The holiday' was a long one. 2 1/2 months should be considered long. Of course , initiatives are needed to have recreational activities for yourself during holidays. Lets say activities like chalet , BBQ and all these stuffs with your friends are becoming a norm among teenagers. So what i am trying say to my readers is that i had a chalet with my friends during the holiday! Okay , pretty lame to say much crap just to tell someone you had a chalet. Oh ya , whatever it is , i had it with my 'current' class w14p. It was fun , the bungalow has four bedrooms and a big dinning room but outside the house is spooky and i saw something i should not see or probably it was just my illusion. We stayed for only 2 days when we booked 3 days. It was tiring to lose sleep for a night. Besides , DO NOT BUY NTUC CHARCOL , THEY WOULD"NT BURN. Just some pictures to show your. BUT , i think that camera just do not like me that day. It always spoile me in the picture when i took with my class or spoile everything around me when i am taking picture with my class. Probably i just do not belong to the class . Ha ha.

Bought a addidas bag which costs me $70.Have been looking forward to that bag for almost 2 months.But I was very disappointed that some people said that it was ugly. Today i wore the bag out with my friends and they said it looks gay or girly or whatsoever. Except for some whom i think have the same frequency as me mentioned that it is nice. Let me show your how the bag looks like and please comment how it looks. =D. Ok , so far for now. Cheers everyone.

Irritating...

2007-02-24T08:42:00.000-08:00

Things have been very irritating to me nowadays everywhere. A little bit sad about it but they are just simple challenges to get over with.

1) Chinese new year was DAMN boring. When i said it is DAMN boring , it is sure to be boring. First day , visit nasty people. They are rich, but, why must they possess a condescending attitude? It really puzzles me. These people are perpatuating stereotyping facts in my perception that rich people are arrogant towards the 'less fortunate'. Maybe , in this practical world , wealth ,in term of monetary triumphs. Second day , pretty boring too but i won in gambling. I was the banker and the best part was the 2 ACE came at the right time when everyone was placing their biggest bet. And i won 3 times of their bet. WOOHOO..And i won today again.

2) I just hate the presence of my younger brother during family gathering. Everyone who stepped in the house during family gathering , they will say and compare something between me and my brother (weijun) and everyone would similar things. And it is pretty demoralising. Aunt number 1 : Woah weijun!!!How come you so slim and fit now?? Wilson: Whatever!! Aunt number 1: OMG wilson , your brother slim down so much and you still remain that FAT!. OMG , did i hear FAT!?Weijun will give that irritating slapable act shy face while my heart will break into million pieces. Can you imagine i have 20+ relatives and i am going to listen to this 20+ times a day. So irritating. ARGH!!! Unbeliveable. I will show you me and my brother (With that slapable face)

3) Planning something can be very irritating. Planning outing for the class especially. It is difficult to accept answer like 'see first'. This is irritating!!

Ok , maybe have a break for a irritating stuffs. Lets talk about interesting things during the holiday.

Well well , Keith, alex and I went to eat subway at marina square. OMG , i feel so bad that i am so noob in ordering subway. Basically I am a first timer in there. Zzz... Then we went for a bowling and i broke my nails. Pain. Then went for a dinner at sakae.

The day before , i went to watch epic movie with my classmates. To me , it is not bad but not the others. They think it suck , not worth the chance and money watching it. I mean , expct it to be lame cause it is suppose to be lame. Erm...ya. Then chye . sarah , glenn and I had a unexpected tonning session. Decided to follow glenn to visit his "lover" at hospital who was known eating 60 sleeping pills. She can eat so much ar , like more than a bowl of rice. It was fun though. Alright, i am stopping here , a pretty long post here.

Leave some comment on tag board or just a Hi. =)

Cheers ,

Wilson

My npcc memories.

2007-02-14T08:18:00.000-08:00

Out of a sudden , i made myself browsing through my old memories.No school work or in fact nothing to be bothered during my free time so i decided to look through my cd album containing many digital photos and the npcc album just flashed through me.

When i looked through them , i realised how weird i look during my secondary life. Can't face the fact , seriously. A little bit traumatized by it. How do i face people last time man!?

Ok fine , i was in npcc during my secondary school. A very very active participant k! Then i was an NCO , publicity chairperson , for rank i reached staff sergeant. Hmm , thats all about it i can share ba.Oh ya , one more thing , people do not believe i am from npcc.They said i just don't looked like those npcc people no matter how i convinced them.Ok , sadded =(. I will be posting some pictures but you can laugh all you want la. Readers give comment about my post can....At least i know you are here.

2007-02-07T21:48:00.000-08:00

The term is coming to an end again. Nevertheless , we are expected to see new faces and new standard of works this coming new semester and we are all seniors by then. I don like the feeling of being senior , haha. Anyway , our class w14p has gone through many thick and thin as a whole and i would like to thank all of your for this. Although we get together as one prettyyyy late but at least it happens. Haiya... many things happen within our class , for gaming people , the RYL2 brought many controversy in our class. And blah blah blah...too many things for me to say le.

I also would like to thank everyone in w14p for making my life very fufiling in school.Thanks for all the wonderful time. Love all of your la....MUACKKKKKK!!!! haha.....Good luck to all of your in your upcoming semester.

Really very tiring...

2007-01-25T07:27:00.000-08:00

Really very tiring these few days. Busy with school work , UT ,volleyball training and work. Did not really have time for myself. Ok , rather 'deprive' of fun. But quite satisfied with my progession in volleyball. Then working to earn some money , how i wish my only job is to print money for myself. As if!

Mentioning about volleyball , my whole body aches and endured but still enduring the pain from scars. Today's training , i got kneed on my head , we had the same intention to get the ball instead we "got" into each other. I felt giddy and my vision was blurred. And i did not play well for the rest of the game. Going through so many pains in volleyball so it means that i will not give up. Wahaha , those thinking about taking over me in under 19 , forget it ba. Don;t waste your brain neurons thinking about it. It won't work! Ok , whatever it is.

Ok....i am looking forward to my next blog again. Chaoz!

Friends season 100....ok...whatever!

2007-01-18T07:53:00.000-08:00

Well , during the open house holiday , i pretty much enjoyed myself at shikin's house. It was awesome to mingle about with my two dearest poly friends. shikin and Salihin basically. Great if readers know they are but too bad to peps who don't know them. Your can know them , they are great peps! Well , we had coffee bean when both of them came down from their house with 'pleasure' to fetch me from the mrt station. The coolest thing was not the drink but the fact that it was free. All thanks to salihin! Muacks!! HAha...Joking. Then we had pizza but i paid only $10 for a wonderful meal. Then we watch TV till night and debate among ourselves while we are watching the arena. Kind of 'So free nothing to do is it??!'

Ok. Today i went to watch the guys playing volleyball. I am so proud that Alex made it into top 12, not just that , he own those NTU freaks! Oh yea man! Alex you rock! Dai Kuan did a great job too by making himself in top 12. Great job to my cool team mates. Will there be my turn? Well....After the match we went for some mos burger. Had a nice chat with Darcy and Yen Kai. I will work for under 19 volleyball match!!! Jiayou!

About me , me and..erm..only me.

2007-01-14T09:00:00.000-08:00

Got myself a new job working as a floor manager at lucky plaza macdonal. Still quite puzzled how to adapt myself to a enviroment with 80% of them Indonasian and malaysian because most of them don't really understand what the hell am i talking about and vice versa. For instance , pls don laugh k....Wilson: Have you sent this order for me? Indonasian crew: Ok Ok!. So you get what i mean now? So tiring la....just to earn so pathetic cash as experience. Ok..whatever with this job thingy....

Left about 3-4 more weeks of school before year 2 , honeymoon period is finishing soon , some bittermoon period is coming. Seriously , i really miss my previous class,w24r. Best class ever. No class beats that! (W24r @ sentosa aka very first class outing)

Now , lets bring ourself to my life at CCA. Alright! One word to describe ALL! It SUCKS! 1)I wasted all my time in RP volleyball knowing that poly do not brush on basic. No wonder i never improve because my foundation isn't there. 2) Which player on earth can endure the feeling of having his or her jersy 'borrowed' whenever the team feels like it ought to be taken away? Not being stingy but it really hurt a player's 'pride' in some way. 3)Its kind of silly to join this IG because i just want to play volleyball but i do not really have the chance to play it. 4) Where is the opportunity to play when only good players are focused and in every recruitment , secondary school top players are recruited into the team? 5) You never pay to make promises so people can make promises as freely as they want! Coach never keep his promise in every aspect. 6) The coach looked down on me (Worst of ALL). Despite many pains i went through with the team , without the sport tour , i will never get the chance to blend with the guys well. Most of the guys in there are very nice to me la. Thanks , love your so much la. Actually i stay because of them also.

I have been trying so hard to do well in class but i don't seem to get what i deserve. Ok la , rather not complaining. AS if i can change anything. But i really have no idea whether the problem lies on me or other people. I work differently. I do not like pushing work till last minute but many elses seems to practise that....Blah Blah...many things la...sian... ok la...stop here for now...thanks reader for reading my LONG complains.

Holiday....

2006-12-22T07:00:00.000-08:00

Holiday holiday. In fact , holiday supposingly is a pleasant thing to hear and enjoy about. But something just seems to be missing inside which makes it too bored for me. I think the only possible reason i can think of is working ba. Some people call me a workaholic. I have to be preoccupied. I don't feel the torture when i am in school cause i am very occupied but not holidays. Raahhh....my work will only commence after christmas. Looking forward to my small class outing and going out with my ex-classmates from w24r. Miss them.

Today went out with shikin and salihin.So happy to go out with them but shikin keep complaining that i am sad and not talking to her. But i am not ar...haha. Hope to have more outing like this. Ha ha.

Hmm..i have no idea what picture to put up. But recently i posted some picture of my class bbq in my class blog. Maybe i should upload a picture of salihin and shikin to let readers know who they are. =)

And also , had been thinking whether i should go back to debate next year. Although i am in volleyball now but i am no doing well in there. Not sure whether is my physical condition or it is just me! But i know i can do well in debate. hmm..

Holiday Holiday....

2006-12-07T20:48:00.000-08:00

Before the holiday , some of my classmates and I went to east coast for cycling and we went to have steam boat. Then we went to play pool and arcade. It was rather enjoyable but tiring...haha...=)...i really enjoy the happy moment. Anyway now holiday liao , also do not have much plan about what to do. Maybe keep complaining holiday is so boring? Yes indeed it is boring. But i should be happy also that i do not need to torture myself badly to wake up early in the day. But i really cannot stand staying at home looking at the screen like what i am doing now. Haiz... Below are some pics...

Why everything so sian....

2006-11-29T16:39:00.000-08:00

Haiz...nowadays things become very sian in me , not like before. I don know what is gone or lacking in me now. I kind of suck in almost everything in my life. Not doing very well for school work. I keep asking myself what am i doing in poly. Need some extra allowance . Ok la , maybe because i spent too much that is why money is never enough for me. But i kind of used to it to spent money like water like that. But whatever.

Now got a few objectives in my mind la. Hope that i can achieve it. Since semester holiday is coming soon. 1) Lose weight within the period of time (But i need motivation or else give up very easily and no discipline) 2) Try to find a job i really love and enjoy ( Can be picky somehow but i don care =X) 3) Try to bond well with my classmates. 4)Brush up in my school work.

Hmm...currently can only think of this ar...whoever read this can help me then help me as friend ba..haha....thanks ar..=)

Scary sia....

2006-11-11T10:20:00.000-08:00

Cannot la...nowadays problem came so sudden that i cannot adapt to the change that first la. Problem like piling one by one on me! First , i lost my job. Secondly , problem going on in my IG and more la...

Firstly lost my job because got sabo by one bitch at work. Ig because the coach do not give me much opportunity to train in fact when i have so much passion and love to volleyball. Besides i really like those guys in the team ar...they are very nice and i cannot bear to leave them just like that because of the lousy coach.

In school also , do not know why all my groupmates always not enthu in work except for a few of them. Sometime very stressful cause i have to complete almost everything. Please people....

Even get said that i steal my cousin pillow...lol...(Lame)

I hope things can get better la...i prefer living in life full of happiness.....

My dirty little secret....

2006-11-03T09:33:00.000-08:00

Hello people , i have a very little small secret to share. When i was sec sch i looked so fat like one bloody pudge. Always been called for fitness club and etc....when i looked back , i still prefer the new me....rmb the days being laugh and suan for being fat....i really pity fat ppl including me and those people who are fortunate being slim pls don laugh at fat ppl la...they very sad le....cannot eat what they alr...everything they do also got difficulties then somemore u ppl still make of them......rmb ppl...be nice to fat ppl......
Here are some pic when i am young...small little secret...haha

Emo nite

2006-10-26T07:23:00.000-07:00

When i was browsing through my photo album in my lappy under the cold night in a dark room , I kind of got emotional when i reminded myself of the fun time i had in secondary school , my very first class in RP w24r(Lovely people). It was like a dream walking through a memory land. The pictures really do tell many thick and thin i had gone through my 17 years of life so far.
Fortunately no one was there when i was browsing through them. Many emotion got expressed that nite , tears , contentment , bitterness , worriness blah blah.... Stared at some pics really very long and many things just flash through my tired mind................................................

Busy days

2006-10-18T06:40:00.000-07:00

So many things going on since my last update. I am spending alot of my time reaching my goal. So cannot give up easily , a goal i have since secondary 3. Anyway , i had debate competition going on. Did not get into semi final but my partner and i were somehow better than some university. Then i had dinner with a few classmates of mine at city hall. I had sakae with my cousins. On daily classes going on blah blah blah and my class has come up with a class committee and i am the president.Lol...They are all nice people la...Below are some pictures on the things going on i mentioned...enjoy...=) Cheers...

w14P

2006-10-06T09:36:00.000-07:00

Introducing my new class w14p. They are just a bunch of nice and innocent people. At least i think and feel so. Just feel comfortable wih the people inside there. It is just that we are not as close as what we have comparing to semester 1 class without doubts. What can i say , changes really needs time but hopefully not too much time. Here are some pic of the NICE people from w14p.

Stress weekend

2006-10-02T09:38:00.000-07:00

During the weekend , both shikin and i were so tired and stress due to the debate competition. We were rather happy we did not get into semi final which i did not know for whatever reason. I think the reason is because we do not need to be stressed by our captian who keep scolding us 24/7 and being presurize by strong competitors such as NTU and NUS and SMU. But we were glad too ,at least we are better than some of the NTU and NUS people....Wahahah...

But thanks to salihin who had accompanied us after the sad,tired and stresful day. So regret for not asking Yunting to come along when i intended too. Sorry... Anyway we went to Expo then to city hall to eat and play. We really enjoyed our self in the arcard whereby we were playing alot of musical stimulator games. Haha , i know salihin suck BIG time in drumming but i suck as bass giutar. DON be so happy u win me ok salihin , u win because u play real bass guitar then still dare to laugh at me that u won me....SHAME!!!!!HEar that!!lol....We enjoyed our nite...here are some pics...enjoy.=)

My new class

2006-09-28T05:23:00.000-07:00

Generally , i being to like my new class. I see many nice people inside. So far i am alright with them however the bonding is still not there ar..very obvious..Hope there are more improvements as time passes

Shikin and me are very stress for this coming debate competition. It seems to trouble me cause i am worried about shikin and of course myself. Never mind ar , i will just do my best.

Debating in NTU

2006-09-23T07:42:00.000-07:00

Today shikin and I went for debate friendly matches in NTU. We were rather nervous as it is the first time we are competing with universities. The word university itself has given enough impression that the competitiora are strong.We are playing the british parliment style whereby there will be 4 groups with 2 respective school's representsative per group competing a motion to win. Although we did not win the match but the experience was good. Surprisingly we spoke better than some NTU people.Haha , very satisfying ar. Hope we can shine during the competition next week.

Seoul garden

2006-09-21T09:32:00.000-07:00

This really seems to be the last outing we have as a class of w24r because the day after which is the reopening of the school. We really enjoyed ourself in seoul garden marina square. I had never seen our w24r had such a long , delicious and enjoyable dinner. I think it is rather a good moment worth to be remembered. We can still organise this kind of outing to ensure the bond of w24r remains existence. Cheers for the last time W24R!

East coast park

2006-09-14T10:44:00.001-07:00

Part of w24r went to east coast park. We rented bicycles and some of them rented blades. I really enjoy that time cycling.It's been time i have not enjoy the breeze of the sea while cycling. However ,we did not go far because some of them were blading and somehow it was not fast enough.Haha. We really enjoyed ourself.Very relaxing. Somehow ,i asked a uncle to take our class picture instead he go and off it. So diao , then he said my camera off itself...nvm..lame...Somemore ,i anyhow tell wesley how to come to the place and we ended up waiting for him for 1/2 and hour with our sian face..haha..especially shikin..And i Blade!Here are some pics.

I also don know what to do...

2006-09-12T10:27:00.000-07:00

Haiz....during the holidays , i really spent alot of time and effort attending debates.But after what had happened so much during the holiday training for debate , i think it is not worth staying on despite how much effort and time i had spent on the IG. Cannot imagine i skipped so many volleyball training , working time , resting time and entertainment time just for debate. I just do not wish to regret like what i had regretted during my secondary school whereby i wasted my time on things i dislike and learn nothing about. At first , shikin stayed in debate because of me. But , now i must stay in debate because of her and i can't just leave her like that.Moreover , she is now the vice president and it is even harder for her to leave. And i would also like to thank the care most of the debate members has given to me despite what had happened today. Lets skip this topic.

To something more interesting , most of the time i had spent on working and let me show you where i work and my working condition. I work in takashimaya but about once or twice a week. The people there are nice and all of them are very nice to me.Ha ha , so happy to work there. I work for 'Novita'.Sells vertical garment steamer , humdifier etc....here are some pictures of my working enviroment. Try spotting me...haha...

Boring holidays...

2006-09-09T08:53:00.000-07:00

Holidays are always the boring season of the year to me. I just cannot stand going out everyday , it really kills me. So i took up a job to keep me occupied during the holidays. ANd some extra income also. Ha Ha $_$. Sometimes , it is really hard to meet up some of my classmates .TIme is always not right. So irritating. However , few days ago wynner and Yunting went to look for me at my work place , so happy =). Then during my break , i spent most of the time hanging out with Yunting wynner and Vivian at coffee bean. We really made good use of the mirror beside us. Here are some picture we took...

4e2 class chalet

2006-09-03T21:45:00.000-07:00

During the school holidays , finally i meet some of my secondary school classmates as we met for a bbq. Not seeing them after graduation , they all have grown up. But we did enjoy our night by sharing what we had gained throughout there months in their own school. Did nothing much but bbq and talking through the night.

It was enjoyable and i hope to have more of them.

class chalet

2006-09-03T11:59:00.000-07:00

Immediately after my sport tour to malacca , i made my way to downtown east for class chalet which was the first and the last one...=( I went there only on the second night , everyone was so tired and turn off early , was rather disappointed cause i was expecting more than what it was supposed to be but i understand they are tired. The first night i heard it was really enjoyable but i missed it , how i wished i was there... BUt does not matter , we still enjoyed by chatting , playing and gambling some cards etc and eating tasty bbq food. Slept a few hour before booking out. After booking ouit to the nearby arcade and i went to play para para. Although not so gd la=( haa...but it was fun. I wish to have more outing woth w24r.=)

5 days sport tour

2006-09-03T11:32:00.000-07:00

During the holiday , i had made my arrival at malacca for volleyball exchange programme. I had made lots of things unexpected. Firstly , i had made good bonding with my team mates! Secondly , i am satisfied with everything especially the hotel (Surprisingly enough) , gained some learning experiences and thanks to the dark/ tanned skin i have which made my classmates calling me roasted pig.Wahaa. Besides that , made some nice friend from the girls team for instance wong (KIng kong) who was also living in the room beside me.
The captain Yen kai is a really nice guy who i cannot denied, he really sacrifices so much for the team and hope the team would appriciate it.
Nice room mate i have too...dai kuan..hah...he always offers alot of help to me and motivates me to slim down.wahaha...he is a very nice fren
NOw i had understand the art of appreciation and what the appreciation of an individual can bring out. Our boys team had appreciated each other so much that we had become good frens througout the sport tour =P Gd job! Looking forward to next volleyball training to meet u guys =)

Enjoy while u can....

2006-08-24T09:53:00.000-07:00

Things aren't simple sometime. It may seem simple to change class and part with ur classmates but it was not simple at all. It was rather difficult to let go of what u had and what u wanted.
Today we went to sentosa as a class outing and i was rather disappointed that some people did not turn up. It was an enjoyable day , i was BURIED!LOL.... We had so much fun. Some of us said something that we had always been wanting to say to one another. The evening has lighten our mood and think about what we had been through for the four months and what we had done. We can see tears after the day and it shows how much we care and concern about one another.
From here , a day has end....To be continued...

Time's up

2006-08-22T09:23:00.000-07:00

Time's up. It time for all of us to change our class.Seriously speaking , i do feel very emotional right now writing this blog. Time passes too fast. Still remembers the day where we first met in w24r. Everyone has so many judgement towards one another. We gone through so much for friendship we have and now it is time for us to walk our own way. There is nothing we can do to sustain our bonding of w24r. Sometimes changes are just something we have to accept. But don worry people , i will still try my best to organise something for our class , anyway , i just want to say i love all of your , i really do. Before the last day of school and before we seperate , let me just make a few words to everyone in w24r.

Shikin: I am really really going to miss you alot and alot. Thanks for going through thick and thin with me when i am in difficulties.You are my best friend! There will be no one for me to share my feeling with and i can no longer be ur listening ear , i really going to miss you , hope we do not forget each other and now love is the only thing i can give u now. Love u shikin! *Muack + hug*

Salihin:This may sound gay ar but i want to say. I am really going to miss you also. You also gone through think and thin with me , help me and sometime be my listening ear too. I am going to miss alot of things of ur's ar. InIn:'Wilson!I want mineral water' Wilson :'Sorry i really forget to buy for u!' Inin:'Ok nvm , i am thristy!' Inin'Puuuuutttt!! , sori i farted" And so many more things ar...friend always =) Miss ya..=)

Jaz: Jaz , going to miss gossiping with u ar , somemore no one to eat 24/7 with me...Ha ha. Will definitely miss ur cuteness ar. U r a good friend to be with ar. Cannot imagine without u in class also.Haiz ,time just flies so fast ar......Miss ya jaz=) *Hug Hug*

Yunting:I will really miss you , can you imagine when there is no one to share our thoughts with?Really miss going out with you , it is fun!And thanks for everything you had done for me.Cannot denied you are a very good friend to be with. *Hug hug*

Vivian: WIll miss ya , use to talk with each other , share what we are thinking , going out etc.Really miss those time , do u? U r a nice friend which i am going to miss also. U and yunting has been helping me alot.Thank you.....=) *hug hug*

Kevin:Will miss your jokes and suanning ar. Cannot imagine without u in class to crack jokes.you are nice ar , just that not very very close with u ar..wasted..haha...btw i will rmb u la...haha...miss ya..=)

Kelvin:U clever bastard la...hah....clever is thing i can describe u...jus to make some confession , i use to think that u r bad but it seems that i am wrong . ...haha....Thanks for being nice to me adn everyone ar...haha....who going to cure my com when in trouble?Where am i going to learnt and listen those vulgar words...Ha ha ,i can say u got bright future la...jiayou , will miss ya kelvin!=)

Wynner:Wynner!!!Only recently i got chance to really talk to u ar , Just that to be frank i am not veyr close to the guys in our class la...haha...But really enjoy laming with u ar....u r damn ood at laming and crapping ar..u r clever too...and u r nice to be with also....hah...will miss ya...=)

Chris:Chris , don always scared people laughing at ur height ar...ur height is ok ar...haha....jus that we like to play with u ar...haha....to be frank , i like ur maturity and also i like when u smile and laugh la,....haha....Just that don really talk to u very often also ar...but then u r nice to be with ar....haiz....how i wish can turn back time and we can interact more.....Miss ya..=)

Joanna:Joanna, i also don really talk to u ar...u very quiet and to be honest sometime i cannot be bothered with quiet people..hah... Ur face cannot always turn red ar...haha...scare people away as if u r going to explode..haha...only get to interact with u when doing grp work and lunch...haha...but u r a nice gal ar...whoever get u will be fortunate ar..hah =)..miss ya...

Roseline:Rmb the days we go out...haha...it was really fun ar...don worry , jus to let u know u do not hate u...=) At least i find that u are quite nice ar...haha.....also did not interact with u alot...hah.....miss ya...=)

Phyllis:Rich Tai tai.You are nice and i am really impressed by how u bring urself out ar...hah...got that very lady boss feeling and quite impress by what u r wking as and the kind of people u know etc ar...U r nice la...hah.. i will miss u la phyllis.....miss ya =)

Fredrick:My good brother..haha...often quite quiet in class ar...normally often chat with u in msn and hangout sometimes ar...u r really nice la fred...which gal get u damn lucky la...lol....this sound gay la...but i really going to miss you ar can ur suaning and more.......enjoy going out with ya etc....actually i think it is fun going out with u on mon also ar...haha....miss ya dude!!=)

Zixin:Zixin , i will miss ya and serene ar...rmb those days we went out to eat , gossip etc...And thanks for being so nic to me ar...haha....still rmb the first day...u know i know can liao la...hah....i will really miss u also zixin...u r a nice girl la.....pretty and nice la...hah =P....Whoever got u also veyr fortunate ar....haha.....would not forget u de....miss ya...=)*hug hug*

Serene:Wa...u r the fiercest and nice ah lian i ever seens sia..haha....good luck for ur o level eng ar....and i will miss going out with u and zixin and gossiping all these...haha...thanks for all these while ar....u r nice to be with ar...sometimes ur words r too real that i fall for ur trick la...haha...whoever got u...erm erm...no la..jus wish that guy good luck...hah....i will miss u serene..=)

Yanting:Yanting is nice la...haha....sometime when i am sad then he will be by my side consoling me....hah...thanks for that la YT....i will miss ya also la...haha......miss ya =)

Wesley:Wesley , i will miss u ar.....miss ur deep voice and ur 'WHaT!!!' Haha...u r nice la...haha...jus that too tall...lol....Sometimes it will be good if we can interact with u more ar...haha....know more abt u but everything just finishes so fast.....miss you wesly....=)

Mikheal: Mikheal , must do work!!!haha....u r helpful la....is what i can say...wish u gd luck for ur clas in future....=)

Ammalina:S*t*nic princess...lol...no la....u r nice la...but u must help out more in grp wk ar...more initiative is needed.....but i can see u r much better than b4 la....i know u r a ncie gal la....will miss u...=)

Win Htoo:You are clever , i understand u always wanted to help but u had no choice but not able to help in grp wk except maths and sci...but u r nice...how i wish i can spak ur language to interact with u...hah...miss ya...=)

Deng jia:U r fierce....hha....and some time the way u dress...hmm..'Hot'..haha...nth much to talk abt u le...don really tok to u also.......

Matthew:U r clever but don use it in a wrong way.,....i always rmb u r the very first frend i made in RP...

Sebastian: Da bas drives BUS!haha...sebas is very nice and very very nice to make fun off..Rmb u teaching me how to play rugby and i sort of like screw the whole thing...haha........u r a nice guy to talk to also la...knowledgable and mature....hha...miss ya la bro...

From here , i would like to end what i want to say for my beloved classmates of w24r.I really going to miss ur ar....It would be good if i can spent one more month with ur and that is the only thing i am asking for.Haiz....
When you like someone , you do not have the gut to say it but when you want to say it , everything is too late.....
Goodbye W24R

What a lousy day....

2006-08-15T09:29:00.000-07:00

Today was a lousy day , first of all i missed my Enterprise UT.I overslept because i studied Ut.My father calls me every morning but why not this morning , that is why it is a bad day.The UT is so important to me , my last chance for a solid A. I saw the test and it was easy , sobbing. But i was trying my very best to tell myself there is not such thing as UT 4 to make me forget what happened today.
Beside , i was so freaking pissed about someone in my group. My group was trying to hint the person to do work but he refused and gaming was all he did. How i wish the guys in my class would at least consider how hard their team mates are working and they are being the free riders , might as well save the money to buy many new games and buy drugs which can make u awake 24hr for gaming.Worst of all , he took the most critical slides of our presentation and jus read off confidently and by doing this there goes our grades. And took it without our knowing. I am sure i am going to scold him some day.
Anyway i enjoyed the vollyball training although i am like a blur cock always get scolded by coach for my blurness but the people are nice to me so do i being nice to them.You see , a pleasant night was sufficient to make me happy , having a pleasant day would be much better. Anyway our class is going to disband soon , i am kind of sad to leave all my current friends but our destiny would bring us all back together as one one time. Cheers. Love W24R always.

Happy birthday wilson!

2006-08-11T11:22:00.000-07:00

Today , ,most of my lovely classmates wishes me happy birthday and it was really nice of them. Besides , the contributed sums of money for a delicious Prime Deli cake and a BARNEY!Ha ha..that was veyr nice of them.=) I love all of UR! After that we went to the fun fair taking some ride , seriously speaking this ride is the lousiet ever i had seen throughout my life. I would like to say a BIG thank you to W24R!
After that , i went out with my good friend mastura and two of my cousins for a dinner.Before that , they wanted to give me a surprise but i spoted them before they surprise me , haha , lousy!lol.My cousin gave me a speaker with the structure of winner the pooh and mastura treated me dinner in banquet and she claimed that was not enough but i insisted it was enough.Haha...Your are nice too.
I think the people around me , W24R and my friends and cousins are lovely and your made my day today , give ur all a kiss la....MUACK!!haha...Cheers=)

Friends

2006-08-10T09:41:00.000-07:00

After today is my birthday!Finally! Three good friend from secondary school bought me wallet , a blue rose and a lilo and stitch towel. They are so nice.But i treat them to pizza hut , kind of a bomb to me.Next day is my birthday , looking forward what will happen on the day itself. It is really nice to see your friends around you wishing you happy birthday. Sometimes , life is fun but not all of the time...Tomorrow is science , hope for the best.=)...Cheers

Am i thinking too much?

2006-08-08T03:28:00.000-07:00

Seriously speaking , i am wondering am i always thinking too much. I have been thinking all this while whether my cognitive facilitator like me or not. I have a strong feeling that he does not like me .Talk to him sometimes he also heck care me one.Fine! But i seriously hope that if he is bias against me , don't drag my grade along with it. Sometimes it is really heart pain to hear that you are doing so much work in class comparing to others who are not are getting better grades than you do. Maybe that is the reason why people says life is so unfair. In fact , nothing is fair sometimes. Apparantly, i am obliged to accept that life is so unfair , the experience is not that good some how.
Fortunately , i have good friends. Having good friends are important things in my life , cannot survive without them.However , today i am really tired to watch any fireworks with my friends , so sorry. But then i will go out with your sometime. I am 17 soon....Yippe!! But i feel that i am getting older.....Cheers=)

Had a bad day....

2006-08-03T09:40:00.000-07:00

Today in class , having a hard time accepting the fact that my size , actions and everything would be laughed by people. But i do not find those offensive , besides they are all my beloved classmates. What was worst was during my volleyball training.
I am so much sacrifices to my volleyball team and i even skipped my Student ambassador general meeting just to attend the training. Even yesterday there was a match against NTU , i even lend my jersy to someone who came in so much later than i do for the match and he would be using it throughout the whole season of competition. Of course these are matters that can be accepted. Today's training , i was not feeling very well and i was asked to play a friendly match against each other , i were screamed and shouted at for my mistakes. Why would i come for training if i am good , i just want to acquire knowledge. Then there was one guy who requested for a substitution to take over me. This point , i was so furious , i realised how selfish the team is. They only concern about the 1 Min fame rather than concerning your team mates by teaching them the right stuffs. I forgive him because he is also year 1 just that he plays better than i do , but it is just simply unacceptable. Besides , the coach asked the player just push me away if i blocked them , what a poor coach , maybe it is because school is budget and hire cheap labour coach. Hope that when i open my eye after a sleep , things would be much better for me.....cheers..=)

What to do.....

2006-08-01T09:19:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you just want to lend a shoulder to cry out all your hatred. Sometime you would just need them to talk and express your feeling. To meet the person , it is only somewhere we know.
Today's Charles i had requested to make a group change in my RJ. I really cannot stand someones way of doing work , just simply unacceptable. Amazingly enough , the person had the same grade as me , GOOD!( Sarcastic smile). Today my volleyball do not like me , always hit my face and i can still feel the pain on my face. Salihin , i want to kill you!And cook JUMA'AT curry.BUt he is nice la. I am very sad that this guy beside my class is also in volleyball and he joined so much later than me then i have to lend him my jersy tomorrow for the competition against NTU. Clever rite , YES! =( I am kind of sad my class is going to disband soon , how i wish the time can reverse..........W24R...miss your...

Complication....

2006-07-29T10:37:00.000-07:00

Sometimes , things just get so complicated and sudden that you do not know what to do but to stare into blank and wait for help or just breaking down to cry. Sometimes things really gets very complicated in me that i do not know what to do. Things are just to sudden , what can i do? Nothing lo. SO? Just do nothing about it and do not think about it.
Anyway , just now we went to orchard , wow , vivian can really spend alot on dressing. $100 for two belts and a jacket.Wow! But Yunting , vivian and me after that went down to Funan to lok for the guys in our class , they really looked very tired. Moreover , they got do CE points or anything for this event they volunteered.Ok la , volunteer should not expect anything but at least the organisation should give them something. How fair this world is? But we went for dinner at "KOPITIAM" Wa....Really kopitiam by kelvin...lol...But we had some dinner with chris they all la , it was really fun , i enjoyed it. And chris suddenly laughing at the longan and that was funny , it makes me laugh...haha! But the dessert is pathetic la , that is my only comment that. Anyway , more of these class outing would be nice. Cheers =)

So weird....

2006-07-26T09:41:00.000-07:00

Sometimes it is just so weird when you are happy and you scold someone out of a sudden because of your foul mood? What is happening now is that sometimes i would just find my friends beside me and i scolded them out of a sudden. Ok...Sounds freaky but this is happening.I questioned myself what is happening but no answer came out. Can you imagine Salihin is nice to me but sometimes being rude and eventually i confronted him and scolded him.After that i wa thinking , Oh my god , what did i do and why? So weird la.Moreover , i do not have any idea why am i not motivated to do work in class and to study.Can see it is very obvious right now. What should i do , this cannot be the way to cary on in RP.Will DIE!
Besides , i think it is really not fair to me when i did alot of work in presentation and did not get what the grade i deserve because the facilitator is bias against me.It is so unfair.In PBL is more about talking and expressing yourself , if this irritates the facilitator don be a faci in RP la , go to the mute sch to teahc the mutes la. Of course i would not say i am good but at least give me what i deserve , i am not expecting anything more than that. Hope that life can be better day by day.=) Happy always.....

Life....sigh....

2006-07-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

Sometimes is it fair that you posseses things which you do not wish to have?Sometimes you really cannot stop how people feel and said about things you do not want.
Last night i went out with two good friends of mine and we went to esplanade to have fun till morning.During the night , we seen lots of stuffs.Such as night disco , people and more.Both of them are fascinating about this chinese american guy who had asked for their help in something.But i also cannot denied that he is really handsome. Then we spent al night talking , sreaming and fooling around the street , it was awesome.
In fact , i wish i can things that i really wish to have.

Why so boring

2006-07-20T07:07:00.000-07:00

Seriously speaking , it is only the first few months of school and i can already feel the boredness. How am i suppose to carry on in that school?Moreover , always do so much things then got sucky grade , what is the point? Moreover , do not know why out of a sudden i got bored of my CCA , not attending them. Today , i spoke to my mentor , she spoke lesser than i expected.
Sometimes , i really wonder why some guys just cannot withold their criticism which would hurt the opposite party?Really insensible , moreover doing for the sake of fun. What a disgrace to guys!
But sometime being frank is good. But fortunately i do not take criticism so seriously. Seriously , what can be better tham having a pleasant day , imagine a day without any rough patch. Wish everyday is a plesant day. Sometimes , i think not expressing on certain things i feel is good but why can't i control my emotions? But anyway , life goes as usual , nothing special going on.

W24R's nite!

2006-07-16T06:24:00.001-07:00

Last night ,saturday , Vivien , Roseline Yunting and Me went to watch real life drama at bugis. Of course before that and after we did alot of stuffs.We were really enjoying ourself , we were making noise , laughing as we walk along the street , eat for the whole evening , so fun!Before , watching the drama , we went to eat fish & Co , but i apologise that i cannot eat the seafood platter with them although they want to because i do not like shell food.Ha ha , but we had great time , but seriously is it quite expensive there , can you imagine , a fish and chip , soup , coke and mudpie is $30.Ha ha, but i enjoy the time with them more than the food la.
The drama lasted for 1.5 hr , i do not know why i keep laughing when sometimes it is not funny , then the three girls say i get so excited when one of the actress had her leg open wide , but please la i have better taste , haha =). After that , 10pm we went to chiong ice monster , we shared a big plate of mango shave , yum yum.Then we went to chiong a plate of carrot cake Roseline recommand and a plate of fried prawn noodles from yunting. I can only conclude that i missed the moment , it is really fun. I think to have more of this event would be fun , i try to organise some events for w24r

Cheers!

W24R's nite!

2006-07-16T06:24:00.000-07:00

Power of satisfaction.

2006-07-13T09:11:00.000-07:00

Never underestimate the power of satifaction and most importantly ME!!Ha ha. I want to bitch about the volleyball people!!!I really cannot stand it! Let me say how i feel first , can you imagine some people inside complaining that you are lousy? Can you imagine people of your same size calling you flabby anf fat?And worst of all they are year 1 people!!!It is just that they are experienced and skilled. CAn you also imagine some people underestimate my abilities and skills because i am new and you know 'FAT'...ETC...F***..So many more , do not want to flood my blog!
But then i proof them wrong tonight....HAHA!!!! I was surprised i was put into the volleyball match to have a friendly match with all the 'Pro' seniors or experieenced players but i won them!!!I was like so shiok and high after that la , some of my friends there said i played well , i was drowned with satisfactions. I keep smiling and laughing on my way home until my teeth almost droped off. I was so SATISFIED! Dear readers , try putting yourself in my shoe and you would feel the power of satisfaction too.
Tomorrow another stress day , Science. But i would not give up.

Cheers! =)

Really very tiring...

2006-07-11T09:45:00.000-07:00

Last week and this week had been very tiring , it is really killing me. Can you imagine that i reach home at about 8pm on MOn , wed and fri and 11.30pm on every tue and thur. Everyday CCA until like that sia.Cannot imagine i wasted so much energy but never seem to slim down (Ok, out of point). Just trying how tiring is it.

Anyway , i can feel that Charles was angry with me because i never inform him that i had finish uploaded my presentation , but i feel it is just a small matter la.And like that then he become so stress , headach etc...But i feel bad , some more no mood to argue with him la , suddenly got CCA stress la about camera , damn stressful at that particular moment.Almost break down.

Seriously , i reflected on myself and i think i deserve to be guilty for laughing at the picture someone had manipulated on the two person in my class la la. Although i had a reason to laugh at the picture but i feel guilty becasue i do not wish this to happen also if i am at the victim's shoe.SO sorry to laugh at it but what was worst was that the person saw the picture in my laptop. And the eprson said "Hey , i saw myselves in your laptop."Everyone there was shocked but then not my fault la , i also do not know the picture was there.So suay. OK la , tml will be a new day.Cheers=)

Don know why i hate maths and computing

2006-07-10T07:25:00.000-07:00

I think i have to apologise to my class for being late today , it seems like my lateness had caused alot of problem this morning which i am still feeling guilty now. I tried and i tried not to be late but the maths and computing really does not motivates me coming to school.Somemore , no feeling with the facilitator also , i would not say she is bad but it is just that i am not motivated to come for maths and computing lesson.I simply hate computing cause i am a computer idiot , can u imagine i manages to crush the system of my laptop once i got it for just 2 hour.Who can do that , you tell me? I had already planned to skipped two lessons of computing which i had reserved , really canot blame me but i seriously do ot like them , IT sucks.
Anyway , everyone seemed tired in class today , without any doubt they are burning midnight oil for world cup , if i know how to watch soccer i would not missed it too , just quite surprising VIJI watched world cup too. But why i do not know how to watch ar? I still remember my grandfather brought me to Yishun stadium every weekend to watch Singapore soccer , but i knew i ws very noisy while watching , keep asking why but still do not know what soccer is. So sad. I felt so embarrass some how when most of the girls in my class enjoy soccer so much while i don't. Maybe , i am just unique , not a commoner. Sound like boosting of myself but i am not.=) Wish everyday could be a pleasant day.Cheers =)

What the lup is happening?

2006-07-07T10:52:00.000-07:00

Seriously , there is something very wrong with me.I really do not have a idea what am i thinking.Sometime , don even feel like living. So many tough time i have to go through , really cannot go through some time. People bitching about you , play on you etc. How tough life can be?
Sometimes , i feel that having a pleasant day is better than anything in my life daily.Can you imagine life without friction?Everything was like water flowing down a marble wall , so smooth.
I think in my life , i need intrinsic motivation more than extrinsic. How to be confident of yourself when people keep demoralising you?No one can , some may be strong but they break in just a matter of time. Things are unfair some how , nothing in life is perfect, you must agree with me in this point. But i should count myself fortunate somehow that i have nice classmates in w24r , but why must we be seperated?Tell me why? They are all nice people.

What is lacking in my life?

Student Ambassador Camp

2006-06-14T08:22:00.000-07:00

"Everyone is a leader , it is just the matter that they all excel in different ways and conditions"Said by my team leader Randal. Well , i realised that this statement really does makes alot of sense , simply just through the three days two nights camp was enough.At first , i just find it a little bit difficult to communicate with them cause they are all leaders with impressive backgrounds like chairperson here and there.Then , i felt a little bit left out as i do not really speak out as much as them cause i do not really like to be so enthusiastic as this would bring in more enmity like some others in the camp.I hate them , Ha ha. Actually i really like the camp as in the people i go around with except for some and it is just that the campsite makes me feel like ARGH , I WANT TO GO HOME.The campsite is full of nothing but soil and sand.And the place i was offered to sleep and bath suck la , no comment la.But finally when it reaches the very last moment for the break out of the camp , i was so excited to move away from that sucky Seribum Scout camp. After the camp , i and shikin went to soul garden to eat and it was really cool.CAn you imagine you just keep stuffing foods inside your mouth and keep gossiping behind people's back.It was so cool , so muich topic to talk about the camp , so NICE!
However , it was rather sad that i did not have another opportunity to organise another outing for my class.I felt so motivated orgainising it after what we had experienced in our very first outing to Palawan Beach. Three cheers and three cheers and three cheers to WILSON HIP HIP HURRAY HIP HIP HURRAY HIP HIP HURRAY!!HA hA!

Sentosa trip on 7/6/06

2006-06-08T07:28:00.000-07:00

It

was the very first outing i organise for W24R to sentosa.We went to palawan beach but only about 1/2 of the class turned up.At the very first moment , i thought it was going to be very boring when we started lazing on the beach enjoying our mcdonal.Then four girls were so energetic and they already rushed to the next so called "island" I was thinking if i can do something to live up the whole event.I went to buy a volleyball and it is damn expensive and what's worst is that it is too hard for everyone to play , waste of my money.I think i can even use it to kill someone i hate.HA ha. However , all of us went to built some sand castle but what actually happened is that salihin is buried into the sand and the sand was also mold like a mermaid.Ha ha.It was really fun there for those who had missed out the event.Those girls were fractic people , you cannot imagine how rough they were when they are girls!They got themself wet in that salty and smelly sea water which may have a huge concentration of urine inside.They they are capable of bringing us guys down into the sea and got us wet when we guys did not even thought of getting ourself wet like thos girls.See , how extreme can those girls in W24R be. After that , when the sun is setting , it is my favourite scenery. Besides , it was so windy while i was talking to shikin giraffe and yanting whom i can also say i am quite close to them in class. At night we went to the food court at harbour front but seriously speaking there are not much food left and the place is rather quiet somehow.I hope i can organise another outing as fun as this soon.Yippe!!W24R rocks (Except for some people =P)

Have a bad day

2006-05-30T05:11:00.000-07:00

W24R is like my life and my home. I am having great times with my classmates.They are really enjoyable people to be with except for Lapchiong MAn!Seriously speaking , i do not have any idea what has gotten between me and him , probably too LAP LAP already. Well , it has been some time about my diet but i did stop this now. It has been remoured in my class that i did this for the sake of a girl and when i found out she hate me i stopped dieting.Well , my class really do seems to know me better than i do , how powerful can rumours be. Moreover , the class is also spreading that i am so desperate to find a girl friend now , i seriously HATE this! I just don't want to make myself sounded so...erm..so...loose! Don't know which lapchiong mouth say all these crap.I am really unhappy about these when i know people in my class ahve been spreading this when i was enjoying myself with my friends , how irritating and disturbed.
Anyway , i just want to be myself , to be the unique , one and only me.I seriously do not care whether people thinks that i am sissy or i am not as man as them or i am FAt or whatever unreasonable CRAPS. Just let them know that they are just wasting their time and energy giving these remarks. But it is really rather sad that i would not be with my class soon and i will have to mix with new people aghain. But i am not sure would i stiull have nice classmates next time like now. But i really want to organise some outing with my classmates however it is rather disappointing that i do not have any knowledge about these stuffs. I will just have to happy go lucky now , don't chose so much , be satisfied with what i have now.

Why like that???

2006-05-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

Hi hi all again , i apologised that i have not been updating my blog , i even almost forgotten it existence. Well , i am glad to be part of W24R.A class with lovely people and i LOVE all of them but of course some exceptions. There have been many activities going on in school and i was still being confuse about which CCA should i join.I try to limit myself up to only two CCA , prioritzing with school works. Which one , student ambassador , tennis , debate or rapshody?What ever it is i will just let fate give me my route.
I just love going out and talk with some of my classmates , people like salihin , zixin , Yunting , Vivian , Ashikin and jazlina and maybe Ah lian la. I just LOVE all of them.
My classmates:
Joanna:Nice and sweet girl
Rosaline:Forever young
Yunting:Nice to talk to
Vivian:Experienced and knowledgable girl
Serene:100% Ah lian but nice and chio
Ashikin:Evil and bimbotic but look very innocent and sweet
Jazlina:Very cute and a face which do not make people scold her
Ammalina:Super hard metal girl
Zixin:Full of passion and enthusiastism but nevertheless nice and chio
Phyllis:Have a bank which has no place to put her money, but i have.Has good time managemen
Ren Wan-Very participative and nice
Deng Jia:Fierce looking but friendly and produce funny reactions
Kelvin:Super clever and racist but a very nice guy
Matthew:Half japanese half chinese
Kevin:Funny and humourous guy
Chris:100% Ah Beng but a very nice and humourous guy
Sebastian:Has a very wealthy look and gentleman
Wynner:Quiet but clever and interesting but sometime rather shy
Yanting:Sexy Guy but very humourous and caring
Federick:Has nice nose but then humourous and nice
Salihin:Very nice friend to be with but why he cannot grow FAT?
Mikheal:Rather socialble and friendly but has ex-convict look (No offend)
Lwein Htoo:Clever and very gentleman
Zhi Ming:Very tall and got deep voice but we all love him , he is a nice giraffe

What have i done?

2006-05-06T08:09:00.001-07:00

That night i wrote that i don like him.I don know exactly why i wrote that too.I did not really meant it , just that i was to frustrated about something and i was in a very very bad mood.I apologised to the person i had victimised.All my classmates are my friends.I have nothing against them.I love W24R

What have i done?

2006-05-06T08:09:00.000-07:00

School life.

2006-04-26T07:48:00.000-07:00

School was fun during the first few days.However , as time passed it was not that nice anymore.I just simply find it a bit boring but fortuantely i have fun and loving classmates.But it seems demoralizing to have lousy grades nowadays.I think i have some attitude problem with some of my classmates and we can't work well.I have to do something about this.I cannot survive with this.I have to get my way to university.I try my very best not to have conflict with anyone in class.But there seems to have this lame problem about me having a crush on another girl.This is not making me work comfortably in class.God!Please help me.I am feeling stress in school.How can i survive in RP

Is rumour true or not?

2006-04-13T09:37:00.000-07:00

First of all, during my secondary school life,my peers and friends kept emphasising not to chose Republic Poly as one of my choice because their system is not efficient.Therefore,i only choose Biomedical sciences from Rp as one of my 12 choices and i got in!Surprisingly it is my 7th choice.I was cursing and swearing at MOE at that particular moment.However,ever since i stepped into RP for my first day of Orientation,i realised the school suites me well.I had no complaints but enjoying myself with new classmates of mine and i shone in the class.I did very well for my presentation.That is something i should be proud of.Ha hA.The students and staffs there are fine for me.Besides,it is rather true that there are lots of babes and hunks there.Not surprisingly i am one of the hunks too.Haha.So Bua Hiao Bai,but i like it.I know lots of friends there.I love to be a Republican!

Is this world fair?

2006-04-05T09:56:00.000-07:00

Although we Singaporeans are fortunate enough to be living in such a peace and wealthy country but when i saw a newspaper artical about a vietnamness, I felt ashame to be a Singaporeans.As we had heard the widespread of a news about a female vietnamness who had died a tragic death in Toa Pa Yo.She was found lying in a pool of crimson red blood topless under a block which was belived to be thrown down by a pimp.When i saw the picture of this lady,i found it such a waste that she went to become a prostitute as she still looks beautiful and sweet.However , this intention was not hers but she was oblige to do so.She was involved in a human trafficking and was away from here family for about two years before she was bailed out by the representative of a vietnam organisation.She did this as she found that it was responsibility to clear of the debt her family possesses.Thus,she had no choice but to repeat her history the second time by coming to Singapore for the sake of clearing her family's debt and giving her mephew a better future and education.Don't you think it was too selfish for the lady to carry the loads of burden all by herself when it was her family who had owe the debt?I really pity this lady and how i wish i could meet her alive and talk to her.Now the only thing i hoped is that the police would get into this matter seriouly and efficiently and abduct the culprit.Although Singapore is a country ahead of others outside however this is definitely not the way to treat them.They are still humans afterall.I hope that whoever have read this would reflect themself about this matter especially for those who have prejudices against other races.

Actions speak louder than words

2006-04-02T09:47:00.000-07:00

The phrase 'Actions speak louder than words' is frequently used by one to describe the opposite party for being boosting around which we may even put it 'empty tin makes the most noise'.Well, I do not usually make things up without a message behind it.
Well,initially it has always been my plan to slim down since the day i stepped into secondary school.I just have a habit of telling people who i know about my plan and eventually i told my cousin about my plan.I was rather glad somehow at first when i recieved moral supports from them but somehow i tend to ignore my plans few days later.
Apparently what is happening now is that i have planned to slim down in my poly life and i meant it seriously.However,the responds from my friends was not positive as they had the perception that i would never make it.First of all,the rationale behind these may be caused by the failure to slim down in my secondary school life.Secondly,they knew that i am not a proactive thus they would perpetuate themselves with the thinking that i would not make it.
Who cares anyway,I would just tell myself that i would make it if i persevere and prove those insolant dudes wrong.
There are several reasons for me to slim down.Firstly,I want to improve my image and i know by heart that slimming down is the only solution to rectify the problem.To give myself more confidence and to attract lots of girls,just trying to be humorous here.Secondly,it would allow me to be more active in everything i will be doing such as studying which i am throughly concerning about.Who knows me better than i do?
These are the things i have already started.I go jogging every morning.Reduce the intake of my food and reduce snacks and chocolates.Best of all,quit supper!
I always believe if there is a will there is a way!

Seperation

2006-03-26T07:10:00.000-08:00

It has been a long time since i touch any book.Unlike two of my closest cousins whom i always contact with.This had been stopped since they got themselves into junior college.When we were in secondary school we always talked to each other on the phone during evening and most of the time we shared about what had happeneded in our school which had also created lots of interesting conversations.Maybe it is just my fault that i am not a smart as they are.But then that is not the important point.What i am trying to emphasise here is that we are starting to seperate! Both of them are so busy with their works and all sorts of nonsense that it is almost impossible for me to talk to them at all.Moreover , most of my friends are schooling right now and all i can do now is to talk with the people i am working with.Then sometimes i felt lonely somehow as if i have no friends at all.
Sometime i just have a feeling of hatred towards both of my cousins.I always feel that they seemed to ignore me nowadays and tense to be more aggrogant.I am serious!Maybe it is that realistic that smart people cannot be catogorised together.I hope that sometime can be done to rectify the situation

Realisation

2006-03-19T09:16:00.000-08:00

It has been months since the finishing of the O level.My instant plan was to work.But then till now i have been working probably 5 months already.I just feel that something is missing from my life.Then i realise books and school life are missing from my life.When working i would feel the sense of belonging to my school.Thinking of the past and the kind of hectic school life i had before , not even having time to play but to only study and plan about school work just to do well for my O level.
Then ,i also realised i am a kind of person who do not really tolerate boring job like being a promoter.No prospect and i just feel that having such job is just a wasting of my time surviving in this world.Then i told myself since i am in Bomedical science then i would want to work in a hospital , probably being a medical technologist or if i am capable enough then iwould persue for the doctor degree.Bless me for the future!

Tough Time

2006-03-18T09:40:00.000-08:00

It is fortunate enough that i have gotten a place in a Poly whereas most of my classmate did not or they are retaking O level.I have been asking myself this question if my class standard is so bad to a extent whereby most of us could not even secure a position in a Poly?Can you even imagine my points is even the top 10 in class.Anyway, drop that topic , stop reminding me of the past which was infuriating enough.
Although i have secure a place in Biomedical Sciences in Republic Poly which i seem to face some financial problem.Having a laptop and paying of the school fee is bothering me for quite some time.Where can i get these money?I intent to loan a laptop as to reduce my expenses in schooling but i still could not get the supporting document i require to loan a laptop. Moreover i will ahve to pay thousand over dollar for my school fee.I greatly thank my father for feeding my school fee using his hard earned money.Thanks dad!However we faced these problems but my family members are very happy that i could graduate and get into a poly.
Besides , i am filled with excitment and joy to get into my new school.I even contemplated to join tennis as my CCA!Besides working hard in studies i will also have to slim down hard.To make myself look better , who knows i will be the prince of the school.Haha , think too much!

Surprised

2006-03-03T18:06:00.000-08:00

On the day 3Rd march. I was awakened by a call and the first question was asked where was i posted to?Then i hurried up got myself out of my bed and turn on the computer.I was pretty nervous especially when my friends claimed their applications were unsuccessful.Then later follow up by a call asking the same question.Why so many people asking me at the same time?When i logged in to the MOE website , i closed my eyes and prayed silently that i would enter hospitality and tourism management in TP or food science in NYP.But unfortunately i got Biomedical Sciences in RP. I was astonished and dismayed at the same time because i did not expect i would get into biomedical which is like my 4th or the 6th choice.Oh dear , why would this happen to me?BUt does not matter now , i would just accept where i am posted to.Don't want to bother to appeal or whatsoever.
Anyway i watched big Momma house 2 last night and it was pretty nice , your should watch it.It is cool!

Contemplating

2006-02-28T07:25:00.000-08:00

Well....Going in to Poly soon.Seriously ,i am excited where would i be posted to.Anyway , i am still contemplating whether i should work during my Poly life.I do not wish to repeat history which is not desirable. During my secondary school life , i took part time job thus the repercussion was not doing well enough for O level which i could have.I would have to look into the situation after few months of observation throughout the few months of progress.
When i went back to work on Monday , i was pretty upset that a very hardworking and loyal staff at COURTS had just passed away due to heart attack.Poor Ahmad, he is just with the age of 40+ with 5 children and a sick wife.Rest in peace.

Excited

2006-02-27T09:24:00.000-08:00

I am damn excited about going into Poly.The life inside is rather fun from what i had seen , moreover the school is huge and there are also more mature people in there.The life there is like so TOTALLY different.But what i am worrying now is the kind of posting i would get.Hopefully can get hospitality and tourism management in Tp or at least the most Food Science in NYP.
Anyway i had watched the show Final Destination 3 which i was already lookin forward to it weeks ago.Although it was the first time i watched final destination but i knew it was a horror movie.It was also my first time i took up my courage to volunteer myself for a horror movie which i had never done before.But i realise in the whole cinema , i was the only one over reacting with my facial expression , creating sound and actions etc...Kind of a lame side of me.But frankly speaking , the show is kind of gross , it is kind of a porn too.Seeing girls naked and all of us saw their ... you know i know we all know what is it.Also seeing head bursting like water melons.Seriouly , it is really gross.People who are going to watch the show it is advisable to brace for the worst.

Satisfaction

2006-02-26T10:25:00.000-08:00

Suddenly i found myself being enlightened , Oh my god , what was i talking . I realised although i am not as fortunate as alots of others outside , having what they want and all these stuffs . But then i think i should be glad that i have extrodinary characteristic which not those fortunates have it. Altough i may not have a girl friend which most of the guys at my age wanted one and they got it , but being lonely at my age is not that bad too.No woman bugging you. But there is a girl i like , but she is too pretty for me. She is from 5N1 Admialty Sec.
BUt then got alot of people praised me of being CUTE!!Even when i am working , praised by customers , lecturers and alot of my friends.HAha , those readers reading now were your praised cute before.Haha.Joking joking.Also i have a good personnal , sociable.Able to make friends wherever i go.That is something i am very sure not everyone can do it.So there are things special about me and i already find this enough to be unique in this earth.100% satisfaction!

I am so Confused

2006-02-23T07:41:00.000-08:00

At first , i was asked down for an interview in Temasek Poly. The time was not right at the moment when they called me , in a situation whereby I was watching 'Fun with dick and jane.'When i heard the news that i was asked down for an interview , at the instant moment i was exuded with enthusiasm. Kind of being disturbed while watching the movie , i was too excited!
Few days later , Nanyang Poly called me down for an interview too. I was rather happy when i heard the news. I went down and what was most hilarious was that on that actual day itself i went into the wrong room and got everyone in the room confused.Haha.I was laughing away when i stepped out of the room cause they seemed to be played by me.Then when i stepped into the right room , i could see a girl was interviewed by three lecturers in a confined room!I was rather nervous at first because there were three lecturers.Even the person organising were asking if i was nervous , of course i put up my fortitude and said no!I was lying...HAHA!I went in and they were asking those kind of questions which were so tough to answer , even test my F&N..oh god...the whole interview lasted for half an hour, rather astounded.
Now the problem i am facing is wheather i should go for H.T.M. or food science. In terms of job prospect , H.T.M. work for service line then food science be a F&N teacher. I am so damn confuse right now!!!! Please help me!!

Trouble in work

2006-02-21T08:47:00.000-08:00

I was rather upset today when i realised my working performance was getting worst.Although the job being a promoter was so relaxing, I still got reprimanded by my executives , moreover ,there were two of them.I was told off by them about my irresponsibility to fufil simple tasks given by them. They even threathen me to resign, so like WHATEVER!Anyway,Skip this topic!
But regarding work again, I am kind of disturbed when i was asked to go different places for attaching , i have to pay alot of deposits for their dumb badge and all those craps which do not even worth $1 i presumed.Even only a day of attachment to Ck Tang i will hvepay $7.60.What is worst is that i have to go down personally on my non-working hour to claim back my deposit , such lame society!Can't stand it!
Oh god....I was asked for an interview in Temasek poly last week and tomorrow i am going for another interview in Nanyang Poly.Is this a good sign or what?
Now i am actually spending some time contemplating what CCA to join in Poly.Actually fencing and Drama caught my attentions.I would consider them deeply.
Pretty upset that both my cousins did so well for thier O levels.I was so jealous at first but after that not.The reason is because i find JC is kind of useless.You studied so hard for a A level cert which may get you nowhere.Haha..No offence but i find it realistic.That simply explains why alot of JC students are opting for Poly in their second years.This world is really too realistic!

Hypocrites

2006-02-19T08:06:00.000-08:00

My good friend,Yin Hong, accompanied me for the whole day walking in Causeway Point byknowing i was feeling very down because of my result. I really thank her for that and i appreciate that. As well as all these thank goes to my cousin Geng Liang who brought me out to Esplande to watch firework to cheer me up in the night , it was really nice of him and i enjoyed the night , moreover , it really helped me in getting over those matters.But i did not why when i reach home , all i did was to lie on my bed and i cried terribly when the image of my result slip flashed through my mind again.But i told myself there was nothing i could do. I even contemplated to retake English but i find it a waste of time. So i told myself i know my English is better then those who are not supposingly doing better than me in o level but they did.
Few days later , I found out that my Eng teacher Mdm Vimala was using me as a living example to teach the 5Ns and the rest. She was putting matter to far and exagerrating. She said i was being over-confident the greater disappointment was the repercussion when i did not get a good result.She even said that i claimed Biology was easy but then i failed. I knew she was exagerrating because she was only picking on the subjects which i did not do well for it. What abt the rest of my subjects which i made tremendous improvements? She did not mention.Moreover, she claimed that i insulted the foriegn students for doing better than me...How could she said all these to all the people she is teaching.Moreover everyone in school knows who am i. My reputation was tarnished and she made me lost my pride.How could she?I was SO FREAKING PISSED!!!!!!I am gonna BF!!!!

Sad moment

2006-02-19T07:44:00.000-08:00

On the day , 10 feb 2006 , it was a day whereby our O level result was released.My result slip was given to me last and i stared at it for a moment with astonishment when i recieved it. Alot of my friends from sec 5 were cheering for me as they knew i would do very well for it and they were awaiting for my good news but we never expect things would happen 'Miraculously'
On the actual scene, there were alot of people bursting into tears of joy and disappointment.I was one of them who broke into tears of disappointment.I could not believe i did so badly for my English.During that devastating moment i broke into tears , i had the crowds attention.However , i was glad that all the sec 5 came to me to find if i was ok at that particular moment.They were trying to clam me down but i just had myself out of control , overwhelmed by the disappointment i gave myself. But there was nothing i could do but to wept helplessly and hopelessly. Everyone in that scence including all my classmates and teachers had assumed i failed but then they realised they were wrong when they saw my result.
They knew i did so much better than most of my classmate which was also somnething i should be happy for and proud of and they were still wondering why was i crying so badly?Then i was asked by my teacher to open my form to see what courses are eligible for me, then what was most hilarious was one of my teacher , Mr Vincent Lim said ' Come on la....There are 156 over courses for you to go whereas most of your classmates have no where to go.' From there i begin to calm down and i had my very good friends Yin Hong , Gary , Serene , Yanting , Nicholas and more to stay by my side and chaffron me out of the school to ensure i was alright. From here i also found out who are my true friends...

Introduction

2006-02-07T09:55:00.000-08:00

Name:Wilson Ng Wei Sheng
Age:17
Horoscope:Leo
Interest:Well....actually i enjoy interacting with people ect ect ect...but the best of all is of course trying my best to taste out good food around Singapore.
Kind of people i mixed with:Well....i am quite sociable actually...i mix with any kind of people BUT not Ah Lian Especially cause they are so jian , JIANIEST women in the whole universe as well as Ah Beng la...i enjoy mixing with friends who are sociable too... And of course sharing their own interest and more!@!@!
Job:Working for a Company as a part-timer(Novita)but currently posted to Toa Pa Yo Courts.
Marital Status:Single (Sobbing)Now promotion, get one of me and you get another one at HALF PRICE!!!HURRY UP!! WHILE STOCK LAST!! =)
Ambition:I would like to be a radio Deejay but it seems like i can only be a F&N teacher....OMG..HELP!!! =(

Words for everyone:Hello...Thank you for visiting my blog. Feel free to befriend me...i do wish to know more friends too...just throw me your contact like MSN or what so ever i will attend to you...haha...Sound like a gigolo like that.lol...Actually i do wish to know nice people but just give me your attention...Thanks!! ;)